P.S. I sent you a FB request.

oh you poor thing . i feel so bad for you!! you are sooo strong..its amazing. i can sense how strong you are and i dont even know you!!! it just must be soo hard. i couldnt imagine. i just know you are going to get lucky soon!! you are ADORABLE btw! your DH is a lucky man! i like to stalk FB pics so i will be doing that soon. LOL. so glad you sent a request! i really hope get a sticky bean and can find a way out of your situation. its sounds mad stressful!! i know how it feels to love your job and then get screwed over! i was a nurse before i had my son..and it was the same way..LOVED my job..then got screwed over a few times and got totally turned off. when i got pregnant i went part time..then went to home care..then by the time i was like 6 months i had stopped working all together, havent went back since and have no desire to. its ashame. they would pick pick pick at me and i was the best second shift nurse they had..i ran a 60bed unit oversaw 5 cnas and another nurse..i kept that place in check and they totally beat me down to within an inch of my sanity!!! prob not as bad as your job but i get it..and its ashame! im sorry for your stress..try not to stress too much cuz you are right..if there is a sticky bean in there, its not good. DH has an interview tonite for an overnite job..he hasnt had one since last year..just been doing the day job. so if he gets it (which i really hope he does) he'll be leaving the house at 130 in the afternoon and not getting in till 8am. then when he is home he'll be sleeping...and instead of my first thought being..yay mo $ mo $, my thought was OH NO when are we gonna have time to BD/AI? so we are gonna have to really schedule our AI time carefully! hes gonna have to leave deposits for me! its ashame you cant freeze the stuff yourself! he needs this though..the damn taxes are taking forever to come back and we need the damn car fixed..im going nuts!
thats too weird that you are having the SAME symptoms!!! im trying so hard not to symptom spot!! but the gas..omg the gas! i dont know whats going on! its so bad that i cant help but wonder!? my therm busted today so i cant take temps..it said 85.1 today wtf?! i have to wait till i can walk to the drugstore down the street. thank god there is a shopping center in walking distance! im going to order a BBT off amazon anyways..i have the opk combo pack, a bottle of the fertile cm pills, pre seed and a BBT in my cart. im going to order when AF shows..but hopefully she wont!! hopefully i took your mind off some things heres your big ass drink! LOL! i just luv these smileys! oh and btw...its never rambling to me! i like getting to know you! remember im alone all day w/a toddler so its nice to have adult interaction! thats why im always on FB and stuff. i have a group of friends that i do hang w/. we all have kids 9 or younger..we call ourselves the playdate moms..LOL. cheesy! but i havent been able to meet up w/them cuz of my car and it sucks cuz the weather has been so nice here in philly! so take it easy hon..do something to keep your mind off of the situation and try to relax..read a book or something..IDOL is coming on soon so i will be on later. i want some vlasic garlic pickle spears..hmmm...LOL. i like them anyways! im an idiot! hang in there and i will t2ul!

Om nom nom... now my mouth is watering for vlasic. Damn you woman! Today.. today and this whole weeks has been just oh so hectic. Was awake till like 3 in the morning crying, being upset and then finally taking a long shower and watching some boob tube and falling asleep on the couch. Sucks to sleep alone in bed, and at least if I'm on the couch, I can pretend I fell asleep there and hubby is in bed (happens ALL the time, that couch puts me into a coma ) Woke up to my hubby calling and said the house up in Missouri we were supposed to close on today. Well its basement was flooded... not like a foot of water or anything, but most definitely wet. We bought the house with the idea that it could be finished since it would be equal to about the size house we have now once we finish it. So now we are getting contractors out to finish it. The only good part is that its an estate house, and all of the money the daughter "earns", medicare is going to take. So she's willing to "fix" whatever and give us an allowance for it. So it was a headache for a while but glad it turned out the way it did.
Then I had an appt for my job I had to go do real quick and while I was there the realtor called and someone wanted to come see my house I have for sale! Yay! Except I wanted to buy a bunch of flowers and weed the beds, cause they were real bad. I'm glad I super cleaned the house yesterday! I scrambled and got 6 flats of flowers planted and beds all weeded in about 2.5 hours. Whew! I really hope someone makes an offer soon. I just got home with a frozen pizza. Guess thats the good thing about not having the hubby. Only cooking for myself and the kiddo makes it easy. I'll just eat lean cuisine meals and the kid can have whatever I can whip up in 30 min He's not too adventurous with food anyways, beef, chicken, pork, spaghetti, repeat.

Oh and my job... much easier than a nurses, I assure you. I work in what would be the equivalent of the patient records dept of the hospital. Except with missiles instead of people
I'm a lucky girl with snagging my DH... He is me... but with a penis. We are \like the same person, but not in an annoying way. We crack each other up.

Well guess you're gonna have to give the DH a hand to keep him motivated when he's all sleepy.

Sucks about your BBT... I hate when stuff breaks. Hopefully you wont need that next month. Instead we will be comparing our morning sickness and sore
I'm sure I'll be doing some light FB stalking myself too! You are beautiful. Both you and your boy have AMAZING eyes! I am such a sucker for blue and green eyes... probably cause I could never have them!

I hope you get your car fixed soon or a new one. Like I said I hate when stuff breaks. Seems like the minute I put the house up for sale, everything decides to break

I haven't really noticed symptoms today... probably cause I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off I do have a lot of lotiony CM Like need a panty liner!! I never... NEVER have CM. That's why I use the fertile CM and the preseed. Plus they upped my dosage of clomid and that stuff is supposed to dry you out.

Oh and I am always around... usually more when I am at work. Its very boring and not a whole lot to do. So there's a lot of down time in my office. I like to be on FB and BnB haha

Well I'm gonna get some more tv time in. And get this munchkin to bed. Talk to ya soon!

you are too funny! lots of creamy cm is a GREAT sign!! i have none..just watery and occasional creamy, clumpy and stringy..gross..lol i promise i will write you a better note tmrw. had to take more gas ex for this gas pain..its horrible, im beginning to think i have a bug! i just got an overwhelmingly tired feeling and NAUSEA..prob cuz i was trying to wait for hubby to get home to eat but now im so sick to my stomach and dizzy i dont wanna eat! ugh i feel horrible. i will def t2u 2mrw though! damn woman you are busy!! where do you find the energy! sorry bout the other house and hope you have some luck. oh yeah..thanx so much for the ego boost! LOL. you r beautiful too! try to get some rest nite!

Good night Sleep tight.

hey there! my facebook has been messed up all day! the page looks all crazy! so whats up? that totally sucks about your house. hope its not too bad! how are you feeling today?? im mad emotional today..woke up so depressed i wanted to hide, then i got a burst of energy and put a big puerto rican dinner together for tonite for hubby as a congrats dinner (the interview went well, he has another on mon or tues) now i feel like im going to burst out into tears!!! but the emotional stuff is nothing new, it just normal PMS..i have no sore bbs, just freaking itchy, LOL.. watery cm (normal), i used my last opk yesterday it was -. so basically nothing to report. im getting ready to count myself out at 4 dpo! i feel like a nutbag! LOL im trying so hard to remember what it felt like before i found out i was preg w/DS. we werent trying (but not preventing) so the only reason i knew was because i didnt get AF and ive never skipped one! i do remember being a hungry hungry hippo and getting very STRONG implantation cramping..i didnt know what it was at the time but now i do. thats how painful if was..i remember it distinctly! it was like a deep nagging ache in my uterus radiating to my butt that would get strong then subside and so on..i kept running to the bathroom, it felt like i was gonna break wind or have explosive diarrhea . but nothing ever happened..i would sit on the toilet forever trying to fart or poop TMI!! so i keep looking for that feeling..although i know it would be WAY early at 4 dpo. i remember having that pain the week AF was due, so i also thought it was her coming! well see! like i said i hope for sticky beans in our easter baskets instead of jelly beans! im due right on easter sunday!! well thats enough rambling for me today. kinda took my mind off things and makes me feel better to get it out! my fave part of the day is coming up..munchkins goin for a nap..its my time to put my feet up, get something to eat and watch my cooking shows, sometimes i take a nap..not always but i like having that option! i prob will today cuz im dead tired and my muscles feel like jelly..again PMS. hope you are doing ok. hope you arent too sad today. are you able to talk to DH or skype or something? i hope so! have a great afternoon and i will t2ul!!

Literally laughed out loud about the TMI part. I must admit I have been doing nothing today except sit on BnB and peruse the forums. I have a few more symptoms and hoping they are not in my head, or just from having nothing to think about except being preggers. I was testing my HCG shot out, last time it took 6 days, today is day 6 (tonight to be exact) but the test is super + and it hasn't gotten any lighter in the past 3 day. WTH?! I also noticed that line you get on your belly above my belly button. When I had my son, the line below my belly button never went away, but the top did. From the shot you think?! (*,) I also felt like butterfly wings flapping, in the ol baby maker. Scared the shit out of me. Maybe it was just gas in my intestines though. I've been a cow eating everything in sight today. I go back to work tomorrow, hopefully that will distract me. Hopefully I don't have to work this weekend, or 12 hour shifts. sigh. My nose has been picking up smells that even a blood hound wouldn't pick up. I hope these are all in my head because of boredom. Cm has dried up today though

You cant count yourself out!! Its WAAAAAY to early for that. still 10 or so days of hell left
YAY! Glad your hubby got another interview Thats great! Hopefully he will get the job!
I wish mine kid would take a nap! You're so lucky! Mines driving me crazy today! I think I'm gonna try and rest a lil maybe get a nap in too if I can get the lil one to relax. I'm super tired today even though I got like 9 hours of sleep! Might be the rainy day. TTYL

i dont think its in your head!! i was stalking forums today..LOL..and i ran across something cool..google early pregnancy factor..way interesting and it'll make you feel less nutty! it is actually a blood test (though rarely ever done) that can pick up a certain hormone 24hrs after conception!!!!!! very interesting. it'll give you something to do as well! wow thats crazy you are still getting a dark + on your hpt..i dont really know how the trigger shot works other than it makes you ovulate right? but it sounds like a pretty good sign. i love the little cow! ive been lazy today too! i know i am gonna get to the point when lil man doesnt take a nap..i will be so heartbroken..LOL! i love that time of day!!!
well DH just got home and is outta the shower so im gonna put kiddo down and have something to eat w/him. THANK GOD my gas went away!!! it was horrible, DH almost had to sleep on the couch! but the dinner i made tonite has onions and red beans in it so it'll prob be back w/a vengence..LOL i keep getting lite lil aches on the top of my r bb and my blue veins are way visible but there i go symptom spotting..AHHHHH
have a good nite..have a nice day at work tomorrow..i hope you dont have to work the weekend too..ewww

OMG. You're like my TTC soul mate!! I know ALL about EPF!! I swear this stuff is true! My THIRD HPT of the day finally started to get lighter so I may have just been freaking out. and SUPER SS! I am exhausted and the kid has been driving me nuts. Everything has been pissing me off. I even CRIED earlier when my movie wouldn't stop skipping (it was streaming over the wifi) That's just ridiculous! Finally locked (not really, but I was tempted) the kid in my room with the iPad and a movie so I could have some peace and quiet. I soooo want a lil bro or sis for him to play with. Some days he has wayyy too much energy and drives me BONKERS.
YAY for blue veins!! Thats a great sign
I'm gonna hit the hay I'm super tired and gotta get up early. Have my Progesterone check in the morning! And then off to work. Hope you can get some good The hubby too

OMG! I am soooo excited. Just got my 5dpIUI progesterone check (supposed to be day 7 but would have been on Sunday) so it should still be rising but I am at a WHOPPING 27.3!!!! Last IUI I was at 12.9 and had to be on supps. None this time AHHHHH!!!