yay! thats terrific!!! so so happy for you! maybe this is your month! LOL you are MY ttc soulmate! you and i had the same kinda day!!!! every lil thing the kid did today, every noise he made drove me up a friggin wall! i even got to the point when i was like..i cant even handle him why in the hell am i trying for another! i even txt Dh and was like OMG can you plz see if you can get off early tonite! LOL! i freakin busted out crying watchin some show last nite that wasnt even sad!! i actually think i have a touch of a UTI. i have that nagging pain in my bladder (or maybe/hopefully its my uterus)
ive been headachey, tired and irritable..they are all classic UTI signs but the weird part is it doesnt burn when i pee, im not overly thirsty and my pee is normal, not dark and concentrated like when you have a UTI. it almost feels like im on AF, my bbs ache, they arent sore to the touch though..i keep poking at them..LOL i actually laid in bed all afternoon and let the munchkin run around upstairs from room to room tearing up anything he wanted..i even let him go jump on the bed in the guest room, which he's not allowed to do. he thought it was great! so needless to say i got a lot of chores to do tmrw! im curled up right now in my chair under a blanket waiting for DH to get outta the shower and im going to bed, he can put the kiddo down tonite! my fave show ghost adventures is on tonite so im going to relax in bed and watch that. hopefully ill be better tmrw, i wanna take some advil but am not just in case. have you got to talk to DH? im so glad for you! its your month i know it! try to relax and get some rest..do you have to work this weekend? hope not. i was just thinking last nite..too bad you are so far away..it would be cool as hell if we could hang out and let the kiddies play while we gabbed about our symptoms! nite nite doll!

hey how are ya? i cant stand this waiting....well we are what 6dpo? i am 6 according to ff but i think i ovulated on sat so i might be 7. i have no more UTI symptoms...so im hoping what i felt yesterday was implantation??? i know its too early to be feeling anything and my nursing logic knows its too early too LOL so im not looking into anything.. i have cramps and achey bbs still but im just chalking it up to PMS..just passing through..be on later dear!

Hey! I've been having a pretty good day. Spotting is still there, kinda off and on. I'm 6dpIUI and the wait is killing me too, I actually went to Michaels to get some activities for the kiddo. And I decided to try knitting and crocheting. So far I have given up on crocheting, but I think I can get knitting... I'm an artsy, fartsy crafty kinda person. Plus keeps me busy working with my hands instead of peeing on things I got this inflatable bowling thing, and I was on the verge of gagging/throwing up with that little tab in my mouth while I was blowing them up. When I was pregnant with my boy, the only time I threw up was brushing my teeth. Bad gag reflex. Appetite is down today, although when I went grocery shopping I bought some Vlasic's
Other than that no more symptoms, HPT still shows the trigger shot Hoping its negative tomorrow so I can know its a true positive! If it never goes neg, you know I'm gonna be questioning it until its super dark

Hoping our cramps and your sore boobies are good signs. Would be nice to have a bump buddy You feeling better today though?

Hubby finally got internet, so I should be able to skype him tonight
Luckily, people where I work had to work this weekend, but they felt bad for me so they didn't make me come in. Ex is Reserve and had duty this weekend, I'm not very comfortable with using babysitters. The people I used to use got divorced and the wife moved away, and the other people I use ONLY in case of emergency cause they are not the cleanest people... ok... they're actually slobs and gross. I hate having to use them.
I know I should "relax" but gotta get the lawn mowed tomorrow. I would let it go, but with it being up for sale, its gotta look perfect all the time Also bought some more flowers to plant. I'm thinking I will get up super early tomorrow and plant flowers and then mow when the kiddo wakes up, and before it gets too hot. Gotta keep myself busy or I'll be poas every 4 hours Especially since I know I have like 40 left

Less moody today? Kid didn't bother me too much today. Hope your kiddo isn't driving you bonkers
When are you gonna start POAS?

Sounds like you got a lot to keep ya busy! which is good. i keep going back and forth w/myself..no its too early for symptoms..then im like well there is a chance i could be 7 or 8 dpo so i could have symptoms! ugh its nuts. like i said before my nursing logic is telling me its PMS but my heart is telling me something different!! i just dont wanna be crushed!! i mean its not like ive been trying forever or anything! just on and off since oct..so this is the first "official" try.
glad you got outta work this weekend. you prob really needed the time! i know what you mean about having the house pretty all the time..our house we are in now is for sale. theres nothing wrong with it other than we got it from my mom when she passed who got it from my gmom..we redid the inside all pretty new to our taste big ol pool and all..and then when we probated the will they told us we had to pay 15K in inheritance tax..so im like ok..payment plan??they wanted the whole damn thing. who the hell has 15K just lying around. so we hired a lawyer who also happens to be a realtor and the loophole is...if we have it for sale we dont have to pay until we sell and it can come straight outta the proceeds. we know where we wanna go and what kinda house we want but we've only had 4 people look at it since august. i dont care. it can stay on the market forever. LOL but yeah you gotta have it ready for when they call and are like "we are showing the house today" damn you woman you got vlasics!!! LOL. i was a candy whore all day..sweets sweets sweets!! my right bb keeps getting shooting pains in it and it feels like someone is holding a match up to my nipple..just on the right! i had bad cramps when the kid was in the tub..i woulda swore AF was coming early if i didnt know any better.
have a great day tomorrow..i think its gonna rain here again. so we'll be inside..i hate having to keep the kiddo inside especially on the weekends when DH is off and we can all be out there together. try to take it easy on the yardwork just in case..hope you get that REAL soon. i only have 2 tests so im going to wait. ugh. my first try prob will be on the 5th which is 3-5days before AF. have a good nite!

p.s. im glad DH got internet. now you can skype him when you get that real

one more ps and i promise ill shut up! ive been having crazy vivid dreams..i usually dont dream or at least dont remember them. last nite i had a dream i was taking care of a female patient and had to give her opks and when i was trying to read them they were all crazy with all these color codings.

ok so i couldnt hold out any longer i poas today of course. wtf was i thinking was gonna happen at 7dpo? i knew damn well it was too early. im such an ass..$7 in the trash! hubby is all bummed and i keep telling him it means nothing..i could very well still be preggers! i had bad AF cramps this am, actually sat in bed till like 11..i mean they felt EXACTLY like AF was here, making my legs numb and tingly and everything. theyve gone away now, i feel fine now, nothing to report. how r u? i know you have alot to do today so when you can i'll talk to ya. have a good day!

Aw. save those FRERs! Get some cheapies, even some ones from the dollar store would be good. But ya, bfn means NOTHING right now. And if you're an ass what does that make me? I'll be testing like twice a day now that I know the trigger is gone I so hope we get out BFP here in a few days. I would be sooo excited

So just about got done with mowing the lawn, and I broke the SOB. It broke last weekend too, same thing with the blade wheel thingy, now on the other side :^/ Glad I got it all mowed though. Hubby is ordering the pieces and will be back down here next weekend to get more boxes and stuff And I can have him fix it then. Gonna take a shower after I eat this sammich and then get the house cleaned up until it cools down. Still gotta weed eat, edge and blower the sidewalks. sigh. never seems to end around here. But I guess thats a good thing to help keep my mind off the 2WW. Of course now that the trigger is gone, most of my symptoms have gone... Guess that damn nurse was right... Hope you are havin a good day!

you crack me up!! just b/c symptoms are gone doesnt mean diddly! you could have a bean in there!! glad the trigger is gone though cuz now when you test you will be sure to get an accurate result and you will know that will be real! oh wouldnt that just be amazing if you waited to test this weekend and got a bfp when DH was home! i would just cry of joy for you!!! wow you are a busy busy woman! i wish the weather was warmer up here. we had a week and a half of super beautiful days but now its cold again. that sucks about the lawn mower. wtf did you do to it..LOL.
well we are in testing week! im trying so so hard to hold out until at least friday which is 2 days before AF. i wanna wait until sunday when shes due and test then if i dont wake up w/ her. but i dont think that is gonna happen. ima be out tomorrow so im going to go the pharm and get ONE hpt..a good one..maybe either the first response or the CB digi. that way i will HAVE to wait..1. cuz ill only have the one and 2 b/c they are super expensive. i wish i could get to the $ store, thats what i used when i found out i was preggy w/DS bu the $ tree store is too far to walk to and not worth it to take the bus, by the time i pay for the bus i might as well just buy a expensive one from the pharmacy i can walk to. LOL. i go to my weekly appt tomorrow for my pain management and to pick up my weekly meds (its actually a methadone clinic but i go there for pain management for a chronic pain condition) its the beginning of the month so they will prob give me a urine screen. the urine results come back in 72hrs and they ALWAYS test for pregnancy because they have to adjust the dose accordingly right away so there is enough meds for me and the baby so neither of us will go through withdraw. it would be awesome if i got a call from them before i POAS here at home! but 2mrw ill only be 9dpo which is still early and i dont know how sensitive their lab is. the med wont hurt the baby but the only downfall is..is that my baby will have to detox for 5 days in the NICU, and there is a chance he/she will be a 1lb or so smaller than normal but since my son was 8lb 2oz i dont think that would be a prob in my case. LOL. i feel nothing today, no sore bbs, no moodiness dont even feel PMSy, i do get some slight aching cramps and pin pricks every now and then but i cant tell if thats normal or not ..much better than yesterday tho, a lil tired but then again ive been doing chores all morning. kiddo is getting on my damn nerves but hes xtra super whiney today for some reason. anyways, gonna put him down, eat my frozen pizza and watch tv in bed. i have no dinner planned for tonite..dont really wanna spend the $ to order out either...hmmm what to do. have a great day. talk to you tonite. so glad you are gonna see DH this weekend. bet you are pumped!!!

hey... my internet went down last night from a stupid storm. Its STILL out this morning, I had a very very faint positive last night...I think Well I think its either evap or I've got line eye. There something there, but I can't tell if it has color and it so doesn't show up within 5 min. More like 15-20 I woke up every 2 hours from midnight until 530am. Had to pee sooooo bad! Took one this morning still I know its only 9dpIUI and I am going nuts cause I have plenty of time left, but still!!

But! I did get great news yesterday. A few weeks ago I was googling hardship cases for military couples who are separated from one another.. just TRYING to find something or someway to get out. And I stumbled across this waiver program that waives up to 2 years off your enlistment (too many people are in the Air Force so they are down sizing) of course none of our management will share this memorandum, cause they're stingy and want to keep their little slaves Any way, I applied for it, and yesterday it got accepted! Our personnel center has to verify that I am eligible and then I will be out 31st of August!! So no 2.5 years away from the hubs, only 5 months!!
I'm so excited, so at least if I don't get preggers I know I'll get to go be a wifey and finally do all the things I want to do. Now I just need that and this will be the best week ever! I think thats why I wanted a positive yesterday, it would just make that day perfect
How are you doing today lady? Hope your appts go well! Stay strong for us, I can't I crumble under the pressure and POAS like 3 times a day
Oh how exciting would it be to find out that you're preggers from your blood test!! I am not sure if they are going to do it, but a few months ago, my period was like 2 weeks late, and I kept getting bfn, I thought it might be an eptopic I was scared. So the base doc ordered a blood pregger test, before I could even make it in to the lab, AF started. I had to have my yearly cholesterol test done (mandatory for military) and I notice on the screen the HCG order was still in there. How exciting would it be if they really did it and we both got today because of other appointments!! I'll keep fx'd for both of us!!