I don't post very much but have learn't a lot from reading other's experiences and so i'm really hoping you can help me out.
My baby is now nearly 8 weeks old and I have been breastfeeding from day 1. However, we have both also had thrush for seven of the eight weeks and i'm really beginning to lose the plot.
I didn't realise what was wrong for the first few weeks and put the excrutiating pain down to getting used to breastfeeding. We've now been having treatment for 2 weeks. Firstly canesten for me and nystan for him, then I got daktarin for him as the nystan was doing nothing for him. I then went back to the doctors and got fluconazole for me as the topical treatment wasn't working for me either. However the GP I saw was not clued up on the subject and would only give me the one off dose rather than the one off dose + 10 days at a lower dose.
I'm putting daktarin on him after every feed, canesten on me after every feed, changing breast pads after every feed, letting nipples air dry and cutting down sugar in my diet. I'm going to get some gentian violet spray and acidophillus asap.
The pain was just too much last weekend and I needed a break so I exclusively expressed. However expressing/sterilising/feeding was an absolute nightmare and I was completely exhausted so i went back to feeding him myself.
The pain is still there but seems to have lessened since I had the fluconazole (on monday) and had a few days break. I am almost cetain that the thrush hasn't gone and i'm preparing myself for another battle with the GP to try and get the longer oral course as I feel thats the only thing thats going to really knock it on the head.
Furthermore, my baby is a big boy - 9lb 11oz at birth, 9lb at day 5, 9lb 9oz at day 10. 10lb 14oz at 3 weeks and 12lb 11oz two days ago (7+2). So I know he has been putting on weight but over the last week I get the distinct impression that he's just not satisfied, especially in the evenings/ I'm pretty sure we've done the 6 week growth spurt and that it unfortunately coincided with the worst of the thrush. This has left me wondering if my supply didn't really up to match his needs. He's still feeding, I would guess, every hour, hour and a half in the day though i'm not timing exactly as I just feed on demand. His naps have shortened loads in the day, he might go down for 40mins if i'm lucky. My boobs feel totally soft and empty and he is much more fussy when feeding than he used to be. I was prepared for him to be constantly feeding for the first 6 weeks but thought at 8 weeks it should be settling down? It feels like its getting much worse.
I'm so, so determined to keep breastfeeding him. Everyone (family, husband) have told me to stop as i've been in so much pain but I want to do this so badly. I'm terrified the thrush is never going to go away and I don't know if I can physically keep going through the pain for much longer if it does. Plus I feel that the weekend of expressing has buggered up my supply and now there's not enough for him. I'm doing everything I can to increase it but it all hurts so much that its really getting me down
Sorry if this doesnt make much sense, i'm feeling very emotional about the whole thing. Thanks in advance for any help/advice, it really is much appreciated.