thank you ladies, today ive had some skin to skin with dom and attempted a few BF's (not much luck he got frustrated) and topped up with formula..but to be honest my breasts feel...empty, i have an appointment with the doc tomorrow about my scar anyway (check up on healing) and ill mention about my breasts, my OH thinks its the drugs rather than me and dom,and if thats the case its unfair on us both, had a few teary moments today about it all,i keep thinking im failing him, OH says im not though,its just nice to have his and all your support on here it truly is. As OH is off this week im just planning on starting a fresh like i was in hospital, skin to skin, and AP said offering me rather than formula and expressing to keep me going, its hard work!

but thank you all

xxxxx