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Old Jun 20th, 2016, 00:17 AM   1
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Well it is over!


I got my dh to finally get his semen analyzed after having a 43 day cycle and having another long one that went to 49. Well, I can't hope for a miracle any more. He had zero sperm. I am very sad. I hoped that it would happen. Especially with me having longer cycles, but now I can just chalk them up to me most likely being perimenopausal. I go see my OB the 8th to find out.

I had always saw myself having a daughter of my own, but the only way I get a daughter now is through marriage. So there goes the dreams of me doing her hair, having her in ballet, seeing her grow into a woman. That is really the hardest part. Having to let go of my dreams that I had since I was a little girl.

I just hope I can move passed this. It is also hard knowing that after having 3 consecutive losses since my last son that I will not have one more final rainbow.



 
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Old Jun 20th, 2016, 09:52 AM   2
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I'm so sorry, huge to you x



 
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Old Jun 20th, 2016, 11:42 AM   3
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I'm so sorry, huge to you x
Thank you! I spent last night crying.



 
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Old Jun 24th, 2016, 12:56 PM   4
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sorry to hear that. Xx



 
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Old Jun 29th, 2016, 12:28 PM   5
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I'm so sorry



 
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