Hi ladies!
Hope I don't bring a downer on all you new recruits that have had your positive results, came on here wanting support and advise... And hopefully will have some better news in the coming weeks to share. Fingers crossed!

My story is this.... Found out I was pregnant just after new years day, was over joyed! Told close family and friends we couldn't seem to keep the news to ourselves! Started bleeding about 6wks later, was only slight but it alarmed me, so we went to the EPU. New from the doctors face that something was wrong, she asked if I'd mixed up the dates as the sac was measuring at 6wks 1d when I should have been just over 10wks. She told me to come back in a week as if the dates were wrong a heart beat should be noticeable by then. I knew by then things were over. We came back a week later only to have this confirmed, a missed miscarriage. Was understandably heart broken but had dealt with it over the past week as I knew deep down there was no hope. They gave me the 3 options, natural, medical or surgical. I opted to wait it out.... Waited 2 wks and nothing happened, re-scanned again and the sac had grown! Opted for the medical management, GA scared the crap out of me. Took the pill on the 8th march and then returned for the vaginal pill on the 10th. 9hrs later and LOTS of pain, but no blood. Came home and... Nothing. Didnt work! Went back 2 wks later to be told the sac had grown again plus there was a cyst to join the party! Couldnt face it anymore, and although it terrified me, I opted for the surgical route. Was admitted to hospital last thursday (29th March) scared poopless I faced my fears and came home that evening with pain and slight bleeding. 5 days later and have started bleeding today, was told to expect it from 7 to 10 days after the procedure so hoping its normal. Was given antibiotics but no follow up scan to check, so still a bit nervous that it's not over. Pray to god it is though!
Want a bubs so bad but sooooo scared it'll happen again!
Sorry to put a dampener on everyone's evening.
Big hugs to all. X

So very sorry for your loss and your horrible ordeal. I hope everything goes well for you from here on and you get the rainbow baby you so deserve xx

Welcome!

Hi and welcome. I am so sorry for your loss xxx

I am so sorry for your loss. Hopefully you will be able to find great friends and support from this site!

Thanks everyone.... And hello! x

hope you're off to speedy recovery

V xxx