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Old Apr 4th, 2015, 09:04 AM   1
Trying to conceive (TTC)
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Overcoming 2 chemicals & these horrible feelings!

I'm feeling so dejected and alone right now and I can't seem to shake it. I feel I have no one to talk to bc I don't want to tell everyone, and get them down , n I cry at just the thought of it all. We've been trying since sept 2013. I have one ovary, have cysts, was on clomiphene and metformin all to find out a year and a half later I ovulate fine n the problem was dh sperm motility. We've made changes its better. He got me pregnant in January, ended in chemical pregnancy. And I just think I had another chemical pregnancy although I didn't test. My never late period was 3 days late, then showed up while I'm at a family gathering around newborns and young kids and while being asked when we're going to have ours. All while I'm miscarrying in someone else's home. Just devastating. 😞 I don't know what to do now. I haven't even found the guts to tell hubby yet. Just sick of being the bearer of bad news and I feel like something is wrong with me. Don't know what to do now. My dr wants me to do an IUI. The naturalpath wants me to wait (stop trying) & do a detox, and all these weird practices. I just don't know. What has helped you ladies overcome the feelings of defeat, sadness, failure and loss? I couldn't even hold a newborn yesterday. Every time I saw her I wanted to cry. 😩

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