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Old Oct 8th, 2016, 20:04 PM   1
BabyG2016
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I want my baby


I HATE this!!!!

I want my baby. I want to stop hurting. I want to see his face and kiss him. I want to have morning sickness, and sore breasts, and feel my baby grow.
THis isn't fair - and I know no one ever said life would be, but he was a baby. MY baby. Just like every other miscarriage was someone's baby.
How can this be possible? How can this happen? How can I ever not feel like this?

I love him. I want him back.

I want the pain to go away.

I want the tears to stop flowing.

I know I want what is impossible, but I still want.



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Old Oct 8th, 2016, 20:55 PM   2
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Sorry for your loss. It's so hard and so unfair.



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Old Oct 9th, 2016, 08:58 AM   3
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I feel exactly the same
My thoughts are with you xx



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Old Oct 17th, 2016, 13:17 PM   4
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Ditto Big hugs



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Old Oct 17th, 2016, 14:07 PM   5
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its so so unfair xxx



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Old Nov 16th, 2016, 17:04 PM   6
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Hang in there...I feel you...had two miscarriages in a row and feel empty...its hard!



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Old Nov 17th, 2016, 13:12 PM   7
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I feel your hurt like its my own. Its been many days ive felt the same way and i cry and cry. You just have to stay happy and smile thru it all, stay positive and know for a FACT that it may not be today or tomorrow or even next year but when the time is right whenever that may be YOU ARE GOING TO GET YOUR BABY!!! Say it loud and proud everyday. Know it and beleive it. And pray on it.



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Old Nov 18th, 2016, 10:44 AM   8
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Just big hugs and love sent right to you Hun.
I feel exactly the same way, and I always will.



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Old Nov 18th, 2016, 11:40 AM   9
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Huge hugs. Take each hour at a time, talk about your baby, even to us. The pain will ease in time, it really will xxx



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Old Nov 20th, 2016, 20:41 PM   10
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Thank you for your faith. There won't be any more babies for me, but I definitely still need prayers and the words of others who have gone through this to help.
Sometimes I feel like I should say "get better" or "heal" or some other cliche. But I know none of those apply.



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