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Old May 11th, 2015, 11:36 AM   91
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Baby Knight,
I only knew I was pregnant with you for a few days before you were taken. I want you to know that you were SO loved, even in those few short days. I can't wait to hold you in my arms and kiss your precious face one day ❤️

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Old Jun 26th, 2015, 15:00 PM   92
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To my angels: Satin (10/14 @ 7 weeks), Phoenix (02/15 @ 8 weeks), and Robin (06/15 @ 6 weeks),

There is not a day that goes by when I don't think about you all. I wonder what you would have looked like, what personalities you all would have had and even whether or not you were boys or girls. Sometimes you pop up in my dreams. How I wish I would have gotten to hold you all, or even one of you. I keep telling myself there is a reason for everything. Maybe you are the guardian angels of your sister and brother. Although I'd only known you guys for a few short weeks, I will hold you in my heart forever.

Until we meet again my lovelies,

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Old Sep 26th, 2015, 01:24 AM   93
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To my two little angels
As I hold your little brother and I feel the luckiest lady in the world nothing can replace the love I have for you. I wish I had the chance to hold you and get to know you. But unfortunately some things don't work out that way. Wherever you are look down and watch over your brother Arthur. I will always love you my little darlings.

Mummy xxx

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Old Feb 17th, 2016, 10:43 AM   94
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To my angel taken too soon: I will always hold you in my heart

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Old Mar 8th, 2017, 11:05 AM   95
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To my little peanut - I never mourned you properly as I thought as you were only with me such a short time it didn't count but in those short 5 weeks mummy & daddy loved you so so much and had such big plans for you. It took us another 9 months before we were blessed with your brother's BFP and we were so scared. I often think of you and always know you have a place in my heart - I love you xx

5 weeks Aug-2012

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Old Apr 25th, 2017, 13:29 PM   96
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My dearest bean,

I wished and prayed and hoped for you every single day. When that second line on the test popped up it was truley one of my best days.
With every trip to the bathroom to vomit or to pee, it gave me a sense of comfort that you were growing inside of me. I let my self begin to dream of our future and sharing all of your firsts.
God had other plans for you and took you way too soon. I mourn for you and the hopes and dreams I had for us to share.
9 weeks 4 days may not be that long but I will always remember the happiness you brought or the pain and sadness when you had to go.

I love you and I always will, you will forever be a piece of me.

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Old Mar 18th, 2018, 23:52 PM   97
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7 weeks 3 days. Thats all we had. I felt you would be a girl... we both loved the name Grace. Your brother and sister were so excited to meet you... we longed to have you in our arms. I felt unexplainable excitement when we found out you were there safe inside and ready to grow. Then you were taken away. Why? Did I do something wrong? Is it all my fault because of previous mistakes? You wouldve been perfect to us. Why did you have to leave? I never thouhht I could feel pain like this. I never knew how gut wrenching this would be until experiencing it for myself. We wanted you. We tried for you. We were so grateful for you. We are heartbroken you've gone.
We have not "only" had an 'early miscarriage'. We have lost our first moments with you.. hearing your voice.. seeing your face.. your gurgles.. your first steps and words.. the toddler years.. the school years and beyond. A whole life just gone in the blink of an eye. How does that even happen? Why is life so cruel and unfair?
Some people may say to be greatful... we have a son and daughter .. look on the bright side. I honestly feel that it's just as hard whether you have children or not.. it's a loss of a child. My child. Our child. We have two healthy children that gave us an expectation of what you might be like. We had made plans.. i had picked a pushchair for whether you were a boy or girl.. i knew what sort of clothes i wanted.. everything was there.. a plan just waiting to be acted on. But now that time will never come. I think we will buy you a teddy. You will always be with us then. A physical thing to hold on to. I so wish I could be with you. I feel so numb inside.. like everything has switched off and given up. I'm left with a broken heart and a confused head.

Why me?

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Old Sep 3rd, 2018, 02:28 AM   98
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My little AngelBug - today was your due date and how I wish you were here with us now, however I have come to realise that God has a plan for everything and that it wasn't your time just yet. The thing that gives me the most comfort is that I've been told that you had to go then to be able to come back stronger now, and that our RainbowBug is you and you'll be here to meet us in March. I'll still always think of you as my favourite 'what if', but I know that it just wasn't the right time.


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