Having a hard time!

greeneyes0279 · Apr 12th, 2011, 08:02 AM

This week is really hard for me. I would have been turning 18 weeks on Thursday and having my ultrasound to find out what I'm having. I'm just all over the place emotionally. Why does everything have to be so hard for me? Why am I the only oddball in my family who has fertility issues? I do have one child and she is 4.5 years. I am so blessed and grateful to have her, but I so desperately want more children. We have been trying for 2.5 years for another baby. I got pregnant in December but miscarried on 2.25.11 at 11+1 weeks. Baby passed at 9wks.

I just want another baby so badly. I'm not asking for much.

Andypanda6570 · Apr 12th, 2011, 08:50 AM

I am so sorry, I know how you are feeling in a way. I lost Ava at 18 weeks and she is all I think about. You are not an oddball, you will get it straightened out and things will happen for you. I want another baby so bad also, but I am 40 and a little terrified , but we have to take risks sometimes in order to get what we want. I am sorry

KateC · Apr 12th, 2011, 09:35 AM

I'm sorry you're having such a hard week. Infertility is a very difficult emotional struggle. There's nothing wrong with YOU as a person, though, or as a mother. You're not an odd-ball. This is just your struggle. I'm sorry it's such a sad one right now.

Love and strength to you.

KateC · Apr 12th, 2011, 09:59 AM

Uh... double post. Sorry!

KateC · Apr 12th, 2011, 10:00 AM

Actually, triple post. The internet hates me this morning!

pink80 · Apr 12th, 2011, 11:32 AM

I know exactly how you feel - this week has been really bad for me too

we found out at our 12 weeks scan on 11th March that are baby had died - I should have been 17 weeks pregnant on Thursday

be here I am still bleeding from my MC xxx

I'm hoping we all get the babies we deserve hunny

greeneyes0279 · Apr 12th, 2011, 12:40 PM

Thanks ladies! It's nice to know that there are others out there that understand how I'm feeling.

mercedes2010 · Apr 12th, 2011, 13:10 PM

I know exactly what you're going through...I too felt so inadequate and angry with my body after the MC last month. All my friends are getting pregnant and my sister never had trouble getting a large family. I am blessed with my daughter but it was so difficult getting pregnant with her and now more of the same! It's so discouraging, but we are here for you...don't think you're alone. I wish you all the best in your quest for a little

We all deserve it!!

I would have been 15 weeks today!

Apr 12th, 2011, 08:02 AM	#1
greeneyes0279 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Louisiana Posts: 5,558	Having a hard time! This week is really hard for me. I would have been turning 18 weeks on Thursday and having my ultrasound to find out what I'm having. I'm just all over the place emotionally. Why does everything have to be so hard for me? Why am I the only oddball in my family who has fertility issues? I do have one child and she is 4.5 years. I am so blessed and grateful to have her, but I so desperately want more children. We have been trying for 2.5 years for another baby. I got pregnant in December but miscarried on 2.25.11 at 11+1 weeks. Baby passed at 9wks. I just want another baby so badly. I'm not asking for much.

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Apr 12th, 2011, 08:50 AM	#2
Andypanda6570 Mum (Mom) BnB Addict Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NEW YORK Posts: 5,303	I am so sorry, I know how you are feeling in a way. I lost Ava at 18 weeks and she is all I think about. You are not an oddball, you will get it straightened out and things will happen for you. I want another baby so bad also, but I am 40 and a little terrified , but we have to take risks sometimes in order to get what we want. I am sorry

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Apr 12th, 2011, 09:35 AM	#3
KateC Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Boston, MA Posts: 448	I'm sorry you're having such a hard week. Infertility is a very difficult emotional struggle. There's nothing wrong with YOU as a person, though, or as a mother. You're not an odd-ball. This is just your struggle. I'm sorry it's such a sad one right now. Love and strength to you.

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KateC Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Boston, MA Posts: 448	Uh... double post. Sorry!

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KateC Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Boston, MA Posts: 448	Actually, triple post. The internet hates me this morning!

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Apr 12th, 2011, 11:32 AM	#6
pink80 Other BnB Addict Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: Uk Posts: 3,831	I know exactly how you feel - this week has been really bad for me too we found out at our 12 weeks scan on 11th March that are baby had died - I should have been 17 weeks pregnant on Thursday be here I am still bleeding from my MC xxx I'm hoping we all get the babies we deserve hunny

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Apr 12th, 2011, 12:40 PM	#7
greeneyes0279 Trying to conceive (TTC) BnB Addict Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Louisiana Posts: 5,558	Thanks ladies! It's nice to know that there are others out there that understand how I'm feeling.

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Apr 12th, 2011, 13:10 PM	#8
mercedes2010 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2011 Location: Georgia, USA Posts: 490	I know exactly what you're going through...I too felt so inadequate and angry with my body after the MC last month. All my friends are getting pregnant and my sister never had trouble getting a large family. I am blessed with my daughter but it was so difficult getting pregnant with her and now more of the same! It's so discouraging, but we are here for you...don't think you're alone. I wish you all the best in your quest for a little We all deserve it!! I would have been 15 weeks today!

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