i dont want to feel physically better.....

diane_xxx · Apr 4th, 2012, 05:52 AM

Today I don't feel in pain so much, hope it continues and meds are doing their job, will know next week. Can anyone understand me when I say I don't want the pain to end because its my last physical connection to my angel....am I mad.....silly.....weird x x x

kelly4 · Apr 4th, 2012, 08:35 AM

I think we probably have alot of hormones left over and we don't want to feel better, but it can only get better, it certainly can't get any worse. I ventured out today for the first time since my miscarriage, and it was awful. Every where I went were prams and pregnant people and I thought, why me. But I have done it and it will get easier, I hope we have our babies soon xxxx

Sprite2011 · Apr 4th, 2012, 15:37 PM

I understand what you mean, i had an erpc for a missed miscarriage 6 weeks ago, before i went to theatre i got really upset because even tho i knew that the baby had died i didn't want to let him go, i felt like he was safe in my tummy stupid i know but it was how i felt

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Apple111 · Apr 4th, 2012, 18:06 PM

I know exactly how u feel hon, my miscarriage was at weekend and I keep doing pregnancy test that are still showing positive. Obviously due to hormones but I'm dreading the negative as I will feel it's all over even though I already know it is really. I lost a few more clots today and although painful I wasn't bothered as I just felt it's still part of me ... So if u r weird hon ur not alone

xxx big hugs xx

Stressbucket · Apr 5th, 2012, 00:31 AM

If you're mad, I'm mad. I'm springing right back to health, cramping's done, bleeding's nearly done, and I'm furious. The fact that this could happen, and I feel physically fine a week later is making me hysterical.

How is it possible that something was badly wrong enough that I miscarried, but I'm fine and dandy, with nothing more than a couple of days of cramps and a UTI I barely noticed that I'm getting looked at on Friday?

I want the pain back. At least when it hurt, I knew something was happening. Now I just feel empty.

thankful2012 · Apr 6th, 2012, 13:48 PM

I felt very guilty & upset that a day after my d&e physically I felt like nothing had happened. It made me feel crazy like it was all a dream & I had just dreamed I was pregnant. You are not alone in ur feelings & if u are weird or mad we are all too.

Apr 4th, 2012, 05:52 AM	#1
diane_xxx Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Posts: 106	i dont want to feel physically better..... Today I don't feel in pain so much, hope it continues and meds are doing their job, will know next week. Can anyone understand me when I say I don't want the pain to end because its my last physical connection to my angel....am I mad.....silly.....weird x x x

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Apr 4th, 2012, 08:35 AM	#2
kelly4 Pregnant (Expecting) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Essex, uk Posts: 146	I think we probably have alot of hormones left over and we don't want to feel better, but it can only get better, it certainly can't get any worse. I ventured out today for the first time since my miscarriage, and it was awful. Every where I went were prams and pregnant people and I thought, why me. But I have done it and it will get easier, I hope we have our babies soon xxxx

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Apr 4th, 2012, 15:37 PM	#3
Sprite2011 Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Feb 2012 Location: UK Posts: 333	I understand what you mean, i had an erpc for a missed miscarriage 6 weeks ago, before i went to theatre i got really upset because even tho i knew that the baby had died i didn't want to let him go, i felt like he was safe in my tummy stupid i know but it was how i felt hugs

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Apr 4th, 2012, 18:06 PM	#4
Apple111 Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: North west Posts: 642	I know exactly how u feel hon, my miscarriage was at weekend and I keep doing pregnancy test that are still showing positive. Obviously due to hormones but I'm dreading the negative as I will feel it's all over even though I already know it is really. I lost a few more clots today and although painful I wasn't bothered as I just felt it's still part of me ... So if u r weird hon ur not alone xxx big hugs xx

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Apr 5th, 2012, 00:31 AM	#5
Stressbucket Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Northern California Posts: 457	If you're mad, I'm mad. I'm springing right back to health, cramping's done, bleeding's nearly done, and I'm furious. The fact that this could happen, and I feel physically fine a week later is making me hysterical. How is it possible that something was badly wrong enough that I miscarried, but I'm fine and dandy, with nothing more than a couple of days of cramps and a UTI I barely noticed that I'm getting looked at on Friday? I want the pain back. At least when it hurt, I knew something was happening. Now I just feel empty.

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Apr 6th, 2012, 13:48 PM	#6
thankful2012 Waiting To Try (WTT) Active BnB Member Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Lexington, NC Posts: 285	I felt very guilty & upset that a day after my d&e physically I felt like nothing had happened. It made me feel crazy like it was all a dream & I had just dreamed I was pregnant. You are not alone in ur feelings & if u are weird or mad we are all too.

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