I'm really hating my life so much right now. 3rd miscarriage in 12 months, My oh said he's kinda happy how it turned out because it would have ruined things. I feel like everyone is against me. My granddads brother died last month and because i didn't really know him that well and i have a small child i wasn't even invited to the funeral, They are all my family too. It hurts, Now they've organized a family get together, They've known for weeks, My parents, Siblings and All of my family. But im not invited.. I just wanna curl up and die. I feel like i'm losing everything. Me and my oh have been arguing non stop all week so now i'm sitting her alone crying again. My family just don't seem to care much, When i spoke to my nan she said well it is your third miscarriage, You should be used to them by now. I've so had enough. I dont have the strength to carry on anymore. No one understands the pain im feeling and all i want is my familys shoulders to cry on. I want my bean back. My oh is being such an ass to me. Why don't no one understand? So sorry for the rant. I just dont know where else to turn anymore.

Big hugs.....

I don't think other people understand how much it still hurts..... Just because we never met them doesn't mean we don't think or care.
I now realise after having my first miscarriage just how painful it can be and how connected you become to someone that isn't properly formed nor seen.
Big hugs to you I'm so so sorry to hear this.... I don't think it's intentional hun they just probably don't properly understand.
Maybe when you're feeling a little better in a few days (once you've got some of it out of your system) you could chat to OH?

Xxxxxxxxx

Sorry things are so rough for you at the min hon. People just don't understand. I didn't understand the heartache until I miscarried last week at 12 weeks. You are not on your own so u vent if you need to. I have several times on here because people just don't get it sending u big hugs xxx

I'm so sorry. It sounds as though no one is really listening properly to how you feel, or taking it seriously. Is there anyone else you could go to with your emotions? A friend, a clergyperson, or something? I'm supposed to be meeting with the social worker from the hospital, and while my support network's been great, I really think I could stand to sob on someone I don't know whose job it is to listen.

Take good care of yourself.