I went to my epu on Good Friday as I had been experiencing some light bleeding. I was examined by the gynae doctor who said my cervix was closed. She took my blood and said that if my HCG levels were abnormally low then they will call me. I was also booked into have my scan on Tuesday (yesterday) morning.

Got up yesterday feeling quite confident has the bleeding had pretty much stopped and my symptoms had increased in that I was constantly nauseous. I had worked a range of how far I was in pregnancy. Unfortunately I'm not regular and can O'v anytime between CD 19-24 my LP only lasts about 11 days. So I thought I would be between 7+5 weeks or 7 weeks pregnant. My last LMP was on the 16th Feb.

During the scan I was told the embryo is only 2.1mm and no fetal HB can be seen. I was told I appeared to be 5+1 week pregnant which is really out compared to what I had worked out.

I've been rebooked for another scan in two weeks time. But I am totally going out of mind at the moment trying to figure out if whether I've got my dates wrong. Going by the scan dates I would have O'v on CD32. We DTD on CD28. I never got a positive before CD42, but I was using IC before then.

I am hoping I have got my dates wrong or it strongly appears that I have sufferred a missed miscarriage. It's the not knowing that is really killing me!

I am so sorry for the extremely wrong post!

I'm so sorry! I hope your dates are wrong. It is torture waiting.

I think I've already convinced myself that for some reason or another the pregnancy wasn't healthy and this was the best outcome, ie the miscarriage. But it's the not knowing that really kills. I just want to either get on and enjoy the pregnancy or grieve for my little prince or princess.

I do have my DS that keeps me occupied and my mind off it. But even though he is only 2, even he realises that something is up. So keeps coming over to me to give me huggies and kisses.

My dogs knew/know something was going on because all they want to do is lay right next to me and these past couple they have behaved better then ever. I do hope everything is okay I saw you posting in the first trimester but since I started miscarrying it's hard to watch some of the threads where ladies babies are stroll growing strong but they are willing to put them in danger.... It's just frustrating, but I am not mad at people who do have babies because no one should have to suffer a loss

Hi Finallytrying

I am so sorry for your loss . I do still occasionally visit and post on the first tri but it's only because trying to hold on to that very small glimmer of hope. Although now I feel like I am in better place as I've also come to accept the fact that I may have miscarried. I really hope I am wrong though!

I know what you mean about it being frustrating. I tend to avoid those threads but just try and give some advise and love to the ladies who genuinely need it.