Think I've had a mmc and mad at oh for telling his x about the first one

horseypants · Apr 11th, 2012, 19:15 PM

The title says it all I guess. So depressed today

. OH is a good guy overall but things have become quite tragic. I think he was going to propose this week and now I want him gone.

He told me tursday night that he talked to his x and told her about my first mc. He gave that as the reason he didn't go see her and her new baby.

. This girl has no respect for me and right now I am flip flopping between grief for my lo and anger and jealousy on the other hand. It was quite dramatic on Thursday I thought we'd live happily ever after before hearing this - But once he told me what he'd said to her, i got so mad. Then on cue, bright red blood

. I've been holding on to hope but today I think it was already over by then, based on a third low hcg number. I've just gotten a fourth blood test. I'm sure the news is bad and my body will hold on to it a long time like the first one. I want to cry to someone. My mom isn't supportive. She'd just tell me I was stupid for trying in the first place since I'm not married. At least I've got time off work to cry.

Apr 11th, 2012, 19:15 PM	#1
horseypants Other BnB Addict Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: California Posts: 3,044	Think I've had a mmc and mad at oh for telling his x about the first one The title says it all I guess. So depressed today . OH is a good guy overall but things have become quite tragic. I think he was going to propose this week and now I want him gone. He told me tursday night that he talked to his x and told her about my first mc. He gave that as the reason he didn't go see her and her new baby. . This girl has no respect for me and right now I am flip flopping between grief for my lo and anger and jealousy on the other hand. It was quite dramatic on Thursday I thought we'd live happily ever after before hearing this - But once he told me what he'd said to her, i got so mad. Then on cue, bright red blood . I've been holding on to hope but today I think it was already over by then, based on a third low hcg number. I've just gotten a fourth blood test. I'm sure the news is bad and my body will hold on to it a long time like the first one. I want to cry to someone. My mom isn't supportive. She'd just tell me I was stupid for trying in the first place since I'm not married. At least I've got time off work to cry.

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