So I lost my baby at 5weeks 6 days but didnt find out until 11 weeks I am having a very hard time excepting it!!! I scream and cry every single day when I am alone. Is there any songs you are listening to that just says it all? My song that I listen to daily is My Immortal by Evanescence. I find it is so fitting for how I feel.

The Shins "New Slang" helps me in pretty much every time I really need to think somehting through soemthing emotional

I find 'cosmic love' by florence and fhe machine really sad, it says so many thing that remind me of how i feel at this most sad time. its funny really, i hear totally different meanings to the lyrics than before

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then, it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart Read more:*http://artists.letssingit.com/floren...#ixzz1rxHmY39G * LetsSingIt - Your favorite Music Community*

"The Hurt & The Healer" by MercyMe pretty much desrcibes m life & gives me comfort. I'm so sorry for ur losses.

This is my song for my babies xxx

The song I cry my eyes out with is: Home, by Nicol Sponberg. I made a video tribute to my angel baby with this song.

i found this artist randomly on a last.fm playlist, the song is called "Sebastian's lullaby" and the band is called Stereochemistry, this part made my heart stop:

"Sebastian you are his sigh
a sun ray in his hair
a shy tear in my eye
my unspoken my unsaid
my ungiven love

Sebastian sleep safe tonight
your mom and dad will hold you tight
Sebastian this song will reach
far beyond reality
that's keeping you so far from me"

after hearing this i read the whole lyric and the song is definitely about a miscarriage experience.

There is a song called small bump by ed sheeren.
your just a small bump unborn for 4months then torn from life maybe you were needed up there but were still un-aware as why. Has helped me and still does. Xx

Check out "Gone too Soon" by Daughtry

"zero" and "angel gabriel" by lamb. zero is about miscarriage and angel gabriel is about the birth of Louise Rhodes rainbow son. she is an extremely brave woman to say this so openly. all those artists mentioned in this thread who spoke about it openly are brave people. finding strength to step over a taboo...

this is angel gabriel:

http://vimeo.com/16613409

and here is zero

zero

There's no one here today
Cause someone took the light away
There's nothing in my heart
Don't think I could even start to explain
I couldn't stand the pain of losing something so much a part of me
Though in reality you were hardly there in my heart

You were everything, everything
You were everything, everything

In these few hours
A breath of summertime has turn to winter rain
In such little time all my hope is gone
Will it ever be the same?
All I ever wanted was to see your face
See a little smile for my little one
And let you know, And let you know

You were everything, everything
You were everything, everything

Babe I did all I could
Just to give you life
I'd have done anything
Just to give you live
Life
Life
Life

Out there in the dark
Your little spirit is lost without a home
Oh, don't be afraid
I'm thinking of you
No you'll never be alone

Someday, somehow
When the time is right
Be an angel
Smile upon me
And give your life
To get your life

And give everything, everything
And give everything, everything

To give your life (x3)

And give everything (x4)