I found out a week ago that I miscarried. Before all that my period was about 10 days late but I didn't think much of it. I had been exercising a lot and figured that the exercising was the cause to my missed period. I went on vacation and decided that I would take a test after my trip. During my trip I had a lot of alochol. After returning home I took a test the next day and it came up negative. The following day I was having sex with the guy I have been seeing and I started to bleed and I was very freaked out about it. I have never bled during sex. So after the incident I went to my doctor and she informed me that I miscarried. I never told "the guy" that I missed my period or that I had a miscarriage. Our relationship wasn't anything serious and he didn't care very much. I've been wanting to tell him but I know that he won't care. I've had all these mixed feelings about the miscarriage. I'm heart broken that I lost my first baby. But at the same time I'm a little relieved that me and "him" wont be connected forever. I'm just so angry and upset. I'm everywhere on the scale of emotions. I feel that even if I told him about everything he wouldn't care. But I want him to know so that he could feel my pain and at least try to show some feeling. I just keep thinking that if I had tested sooner or if I knew I was pregnant I would not have been drinking on my trip.

The bleeding has finally stopped but the pain I feel hasn't. I don't know what to do. I'm heart broken.

I'm so sorry you are going through this.

Please know that it is nothing you have done wrong. I have a healthy 5 year old girl, and that pregnancy went without a hitch.

This was my second pregnancy and I had a missed miscarriage. You didn't cause the miscarriage, take some time out. All your feelings are completely normal hun.

Take Care of yourself x

Thank you MrsDavo.

Some days are good then others horrible or I'll be happy one moment then sobbing the next. I've been thinking of telling the guy I was seeing but I've been advised not to because of how he is. I haven't told my family either. So I've been alone in this miscarriage.