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Old Sep 30th, 2014, 10:16 AM   1
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June 2015 Rainbows!!


Hey everyone! I hope to see a lot of June rainbows here!! I will be posting my story(ies) below. Welcome!!

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June 2015

2nd
Shilo

5th
Radiance

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9th
Babyjan

10th
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Old Sep 30th, 2014, 10:27 AM   2
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This is my 8th baby!! We have two living and five angels; 3 boys, 2 girls and 2 unknown (and our current one which I really feel will be a girl).

Earlier last week I had that pregnancy feeling. But I had a one day that was horrible. I woke up feeling energetic and an hour later it hit me at once. Nausea, gagging, hot, sweaty, cold, chilly, dizzy and one point I blacked out. I decided to test or go to the doctors if negative. I was early still, my period wasn't suppose to arrive until the 29th so I was sure if I would even see anything if I was pregnant. September 25th, I got my first ! Two days later I tested again and lines were darker! On Sunday, the day before my appointment I gave in and bought a clearblue estimator test, 2-3 meaning 4-5 weeks! Woohoo!!

I had my first appointment yesterday, it was three hours long!! It went great. We just moved to another state about three months ago so we are still quite new. I talked to one lady about history, family history, vitals, blood work... all that good stuff! I then saw the OB and she was great! She listened, tried to understand, gave her opinion and went farther by calling a few specialists and getting me in sooner and getting their opinions on what to do. I have a detailed scan on Saturday morning for cervix length and baby I see my OB again on October 21st, which is a day after my water broke with Hope and a day before I had her so I'm a little anxious. My due date with this one is quite close to hers as well. We were going to start progesterone pills right away but she called and put a pause on it as the specialist wants me to get Lupus test done and then take it from there.

I'm eating more, trying to eat really healthy, taking my prenatals... so far everything is good!



 
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Old Sep 30th, 2014, 15:00 PM   3
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Hey radiance! I don't know if you remember me but I followed your pregnancy journey with Elijah! I'm so happy your pregnant again you been through so much

Well I would like to join here, I've seen the June thread but I'm so nervous to join or acknowledge with others in fear something goes wrong

I've been trying for some time after depo and got a surprise bfp back in April but I was already bleeding at the point I took a test, I only tested because I was bleeding for 11 days! Blood test confirmed miscarriage

Anyways I've been getting bfps since last Wednesday (8dpo) and I think AF was due today so far nothing but it doesn't stop me constantly going to the bathroom to check!

If all goes well I should be due June 9th, I'm so scared I haven't even called the drs yet! I have no symtoms whatsoever which is worrying me as I felt very pregnant at this point with my son but I know every pregnancy is different but the fear of loss just doesn't go away.

Anyways I hope we can stick together together till June x



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Old Sep 30th, 2014, 19:12 PM   4
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Hey radiance! I don't know if you remember me but I followed your pregnancy journey with Elijah! I'm so happy your pregnant again you been through so much

Well I would like to join here, I've seen the June thread but I'm so nervous to join or acknowledge with others in fear something goes wrong

I've been trying for some time after depo and got a surprise bfp back in April but I was already bleeding at the point I took a test, I only tested because I was bleeding for 11 days! Blood test confirmed miscarriage

Anyways I've been getting bfps since last Wednesday (8dpo) and I think AF was due today so far nothing but it doesn't stop me constantly going to the bathroom to check!

If all goes well I should be due June 9th, I'm so scared I haven't even called the drs yet! I have no symtoms whatsoever which is worrying me as I felt very pregnant at this point with my son but I know every pregnancy is different but the fear of loss just doesn't go away.

Anyways I hope we can stick together together till June x
Believe me! I know those fear! My period would have been yesterday. Due to my history of pprom and losing Hope from pproming in first trimester, I am terrified every time I feel extra discharge! Leaves me running to the bathroom to see if it's blood or amniotic.

I have new doctors and so far they are doing amazing!! I have my first scan on Saturday and I am scared we won't see anything!

October itself is hard. Stephen's due date is the 10th (we lost him at 16 weeks) and then Hope's one year is October 22nd. I am praying this baby sticks.

Keep in mind that each pregnancy is different I had no and I mean nothing with my two living children, I had Hyperemesis gravidarum (HG) with Elijah and Stephen, not much of anything with Hope and my two early miscarriages. This one I have nausea, cravings, hunger, tiredness, crankiness and tons of breast pains! The symptoms are different each day.

It's hard to enjoy pregnancy when you've had a loss. Of course you are going to have bad and good days, you're going to be scared and worried but don't forget to have some happiness and hope



 
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Today I am extremely tired!! Today is going so slow!! Must be the excitement (a little scared) for my scan tomorrow morning!!



 
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Radiance! Congrats . I wish all the best for you this pregnancy . I hope you and your family are doing well



 
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Radiance! Congrats . I wish all the best for you this pregnancy . I hope you and your family are doing well
Thank you! We're doing pretty good but coming up on hard dates. Stephen's due date is the 10th and the 22nd is Hope's angelversary. So far all looks well with this one



 
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Update on my scan!!!

From what we saw, all looks well. My lining was really thick, my cervix looks long but he couldn't accurately measure it because I'm still so early and we saw a small sac :thumbsup: He said from the beginning we wouldn't see baby yet so trying not to worry that much. There was a lot of fluid around my left ovary, he said, that it was ok and that when my egg released it popped the cyst. So I go back for another scan in two weeks to see baby and heartbeat That scan will definitely eat at me!! I was very anxious and full and panic last night. This morning was good until I waited slightly over an hour and then waiting in the room with the ultrasound ready to go for what seemed a lifetime. I am very confident in my new OB (that oddly doesn't deliver babies), my second OB (delivers, does my scans and has worked 18 years with highrisk) and the perinatologist I have yet to meet!

They seem pretty confident about my newest miracle and I'm hoping everyone is right on them!! Today he mentioned possible stitch and of course we will still do the injections if I get to 16 weeks... A lot of hoping!!



 
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We are in June Bugs together but I'll join here too! I saw your request for graphics and I can try to get some done later today I'm due June 2nd.

My background - I have been TTC since September 2010. I quickly realized I wasn't ovulating and rarely was I getting periods. In January 2014 I was diagnosed with PCOS which I already pretty much knew. I started Metformin and currently take 1500mg daily. In late March, I did my first round of Femara and to my surprise, I got my BFP on May 2nd at 9DPO. That whole pregnancy was never normal. I had fluctuating HCG from the start. I was having blood work every 2 days and ultrasounds every week for 4 weeks. It was a suspected ectopic for a while because the pregnancy couldn't be found. Finally, it was found in my uterus and there were two. I was always measuring 2 weeks behind. Around 7 weeks, one vanished (vanishing twin syndrome) and I have a pretty traumatic miscarriage of the other at 8w3d on June 6th.

I had to take a break for a while because my right tube became blocked from fluid due to my miscarriage. I was scheduled for an HSG to clear it out. Last minute they decided to do an ultrasound before taking me in for my HSG and it had cleared itself out! With that, we started trying again. I did my first round of Femara since my miscarriage in late August. I ovulated the earliest I ever have and got my BFP on September 19th.

The timing of this pregnant feels so significant to me. I got pregnant the day before the 4 year anniversary of our TTC journey. I will be 20 weeks on the dot on my original due date in January. I am also due 4 days before the 1 year anniversary of my miscarriage. If everything goes well, I'm wondering if this baby might decide to make its appearance on that day.

I've had some spotting this week so I'm feeling very scared and worried. I'm on progesterone suppositories though so it may just be cervix irritation. I'm trying to stop being so pessimistic. I have an ultrasound on Friday when I will be 6w3d.



 
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We are in June Bugs together but I'll join here too! I saw your request for graphics and I can try to get some done later today I'm due June 2nd.

My background - I have been TTC since September 2010. I quickly realized I wasn't ovulating and rarely was I getting periods. In January 2014 I was diagnosed with PCOS which I already pretty much knew. I started Metformin and currently take 1500mg daily. In late March, I did my first round of Femara and to my surprise, I got my BFP on May 2nd at 9DPO. That whole pregnancy was never normal. I had fluctuating HCG from the start. I was having blood work every 2 days and ultrasounds every week for 4 weeks. It was a suspected ectopic for a while because the pregnancy couldn't be found. Finally, it was found in my uterus and there were two. I was always measuring 2 weeks behind. Around 7 weeks, one vanished (vanishing twin syndrome) and I have a pretty traumatic miscarriage of the other at 8w3d on June 6th.

I had to take a break for a while because my right tube became blocked from fluid due to my miscarriage. I was scheduled for an HSG to clear it out. Last minute they decided to do an ultrasound before taking me in for my HSG and it had cleared itself out! With that, we started trying again. I did my first round of Femara since my miscarriage in late August. I ovulated the earliest I ever have and got my BFP on September 19th.

The timing of this pregnant feels so significant to me. I got pregnant the day before the 4 year anniversary of our TTC journey. I will be 20 weeks on the dot on my original due date in January. I am also due 4 days before the 1 year anniversary of my miscarriage. If everything goes well, I'm wondering if this baby might decide to make its appearance on that day.

I've had some spotting this week so I'm feeling very scared and worried. I'm on progesterone suppositories though so it may just be cervix irritation. I'm trying to stop being so pessimistic. I have an ultrasound on Friday when I will be 6w3d.
I would love that! Thank you!! I decided to create a after loss one because I have my bad days or triggers like scan that some of the other ladies on there wouldn't quite understand if they haven't gone through a loss and I also didn't want to bring down the group or scare ftms!! I want to keep this thread/group opened with feelings... the good and the bad!!

I've been thinking of you all week! I always hate the wait for scans. I'm due just around the time I was Due with Hope. We lost her October 22nd, my water I broke October 20th. At this moment I feel quite good and positive but I'm going to be a mess my next appointment and scan. My appoint is the 21st so right in the middle of when my water broke and before I delivered/miscarried. And then my scan is the 23rd so day after. Blah!!

This month is just overall hard, my son Stephen's due date is in two days. It's just an emotional month.



 
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