Reply
 
LinkBack Thread Tools Search this Thread
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 15:10 PM   11
Mrsgoodhart
Pregnant (Expecting)
Active BnB Member
 
 
Join Date: Aug 2014
Location: Ohio
Posts: 406
Thank you! Glad to be here with you



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 22:47 PM   12
babyfeva
Mum (Mom)
BnB Addict
 
Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: Santa Clara, CA
Posts: 2,663
Congrats Mrsgoldhart!! Wishing you a sticky bean.



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 22:51 PM   13
confuzion
Trying to conceive (TTC)
BnB Elite
 
 
Join Date: May 2013
Location: US
Posts: 11,936
Hello bug and babyfeva , I know both of you hehe. Hi mrsgoodhart .

So it seems I'm due September 8th. Truth be told I'm struggling to find positivity. But I don't want to keep on complaining about it on my journal and around the TTC and TTCAL ladies so think it'll be nice to talk to you ladies for a little while even if this doesn't work out.

My history is in my siggy but I'll type it anyway. 4 MC, 3 of them missed (one possible molar), and 1 early loss. So this is lucky pregnancy #5?

Will hopefully get some betas next week.



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 22:54 PM   14
babyfeva
Mum (Mom)
BnB Addict
 
Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: Santa Clara, CA
Posts: 2,663
Hi Confuzion!! I'm so glad you're here. Congratulations! How far along are you? I'm so truly sorry for your losses. I've had 2 miscarriages this year (1 MMC, 1 natural) I'm really hoping this is going to be our rainbow baby!! I have a good feeling for us.



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 23:03 PM   15
confuzion
Trying to conceive (TTC)
BnB Elite
 
 
Join Date: May 2013
Location: US
Posts: 11,936
3+3 by LMP and 3+6 by conception. So still very early days. Got my BFP at 9 DPO so I've known for about 4 days. I remember you from the february rainbows group. Nice that we're in a rainbow group together again. Hopefully this time we actually get our rainbows!



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 23:21 PM   16
babyfeva
Mum (Mom)
BnB Addict
 
Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: Santa Clara, CA
Posts: 2,663
Is it weird that I don't feel super excited? I feel really nervous. I just want to feel happy.



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 25th, 2014, 23:27 PM   17
confuzion
Trying to conceive (TTC)
BnB Elite
 
 
Join Date: May 2013
Location: US
Posts: 11,936
I agree. And definitely not weird. Feeling the same way. Wish I could feel as happy and naive as I did in my first pregnancy .



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 26th, 2014, 01:24 AM   18
Mrsgoodhart
Pregnant (Expecting)
Active BnB Member
 
 
Join Date: Aug 2014
Location: Ohio
Posts: 406
Agreed. I've actually been telling myself all day long,"It'll just die, it'll just die. you won't get a baby".....mostly so that if that turns out to be true, I can just say that I told myself so and pretend it's less devastating. I am having a very hard time being excited about this pregnancy because I'm constantly terrified it will end. My OB promised me last time that I could have all the betas and whatever other labs I want, and early (and plentiful) ultrasounds, so I'll call tomorrow and get started on that but quite honestly I'm not sure it will help me relax. I wish I could just be carefree about this pregnancy.



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 26th, 2014, 03:21 AM   19
Bug222
Mum (Mom)
BnB Addict
 
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: British Columbia
Posts: 6,805
Hey confuzion! The thing I like about this part of the forum is that everyone really does understand the heightened fear and the struggle to get excited about a bfp. We will get through this together!!!



 
Status: Offline
 
Old Dec 26th, 2014, 12:53 PM   20
confuzion
Trying to conceive (TTC)
BnB Elite
 
 
Join Date: May 2013
Location: US
Posts: 11,936
mrsgoodheart - Yeah don't think there's anything on this earth that will help me relax at this point (nothing safe in pregnancy anyway ). Did you call your OB today?

Bug - I agree, so glad this part of the forum exists. Hopefully 2015 is kind to all of us.

Called my doctor's office today and I am set up for an appointment on Monday 2:30 (eastern time). Nervous! Tested again this morning and the lines are still reassuring so far! 13 DPO today. Time is moving so slooowww.



 
Status: Offline
 

SEO by vBSEO