SO pissed right now. After almost two weeks of no spotting, the pink staining is back. I'm feeling some discomfort too. I'm not happy.
I was finally feeling better about things.
I was finally starting to hope again.
I was finally thinking 'Maybe, just MAYBE, things will be okay the rest of this pregnancy.'
And my uterus decides to throw me a curveball.
Seriously, SO over this whole early pregnancy rollercoaster crap I have to deal with.
I'm currently feeling sick, cold, pissed off, and slightly crampy/feeling pressure down there. Pink staining has shown up two nights in a row and it took most of the day to go away as it was. I was FX it was gone but it's not.
It's like if this is another loss, then let's just get it over with.
If not, then why does my body keep doing this to me?!
So last night I had a bit more pink, then clear goo with brown streaks in it and a small dab of a darker colored red. Then it eased off and was almost gone by bedtime.
This morning there were pinkish brown drops/stains when I went bathroom the first time and little bits of oldish looking light brown goo then next time. They were clear and not clots so I'm thinking it's just old cm that's coming out. Still doesn't make me feel better though.
And my next appt isn't until March. Since things were going so well, we scheduled my first 'official' OB appt for 12 weeks but if I feel I need any other tests or scans or appts, I just have to call the dr and he'll get me in. I sort of want to go in and see bubs today just to know there is a hb at least but I also know if I can wait til the end of the week, that'd be better since that's closer to my last 1st tri loss milestone. Plan is I'm going to take it easy today and see how the spotting goes. I see my naturopath tomorrow morning and I want to see what he finds first before I run off to the dr. If the naturopath can confirm the baby is fine and the spotting is just benign, then I don't think I'll need the scan at all. I just want someone to tell me why I'm spotting so much now and if this pg will go to term.
Good to hear that it's more brown and pink,not red. Hopefully you can get some answers soon. I know what you mean about those 1sttri milestones. I've had two mc at the 8/9 week marks so I'm at that same point now.
How are you feeling otherwise?
Numb mostly. It's hard to drum up hope when I know I've got spotting happening every day and yet I can't fear the worst totally because I had spotting/bleeding with LO for 2 more weeks yet and she's hung in there.
Right now, I think I'm just trying to avoid thinking of this-hence the numbness-and I'll take this feeling over the anxiety. when that kicks in, I'm a basket case.
But I have a phone appt with my therapist this afternoon so I know she'll help me sort out some of my topsy turvy feelings.
The spotting is constant now. It's not to the point of hitting my pad but it's there every time I wipe.
So far, it's brownish pink but it's there and there's a fair amount of it coming out.
Though so far, no clots and no real cramping. I do have a mild backache though.
Starting to consider a dr appt just to check the hb at least...I could request a full on scan, which would tell us more than just the hb, but I think the dr would be more compassionate if the hb is gone. Waiting for DH to come home so I can talk to him. I can't think straight right now.
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