I found out I was pregnant a week ago at 10dpo. I got a strong bfp and usually I never get one until 12 or 13dpo. At 12 dpo I got a 1-2 weeks on cb digital. At 14dpo I got 2-3. Now I'm 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant and I don't think I can bring myself to test again. My doctor refuses to send me for a blood test. She says there's nothing I can do but relax.
I have swollen and sore boobs, a little bit of yellow gooey cm (sorry tmi), I'm tired and I get hot flashes. Sometimes when I eat I get a bit nauseous but not often. I'm trying to stay calm but it's hard. I don't want to go through another loss. I'm always afraid to see blood when I wipe. This is so hard. 😞
Hi hon I know exactly how you feel. So I just thought I'd offer this, enjoy every minute for as long as it lasts. Today your pregnant. Take it day by day. Be as healthy as you can be and just go one day at a time. I get paranoid everytime my back hurts or I feel like I'm not sick enough. Pregnancy after a loss is so hard. hang in there!
Feel free to join the Fall 2017 rainbows. We all know how hard this is, and understand the fear.
Today was a bad day. I barely slept last night and this morning my boobs were not sore anymore. I panicked, thinking it's the beginning of the end. I didn't have nausea since Saturday evening. Thankfully my boobs started to hurt again. It's so hard. No matter how this pregnancy ends, it's my last. It's just too hard on me mentally. 😫
Thanks girls, I feel like no one here really understands. Hubby is optimistic since I haven't bled yet. I'm surprised every time there is no blood when I wipe. I haven't had the courage to find a doctor yet. What's the point, they're useless here. First scan is at 16 weeks and they don't usually do betas.
I'm from Canada. They won't send you in for a private scan unless you're bleeding or they think something is wrong. Doctor said I should have a 80% chance of carrying this baby to term regardless of my previous mcs. I hope he's right.
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