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Old Feb 19th, 2017, 19:46 PM   1
Dana_Scully
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Pregnant again and very scared


I found out I was pregnant a week ago at 10dpo. I got a strong bfp and usually I never get one until 12 or 13dpo. At 12 dpo I got a 1-2 weeks on cb digital. At 14dpo I got 2-3. Now I'm 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant and I don't think I can bring myself to test again. My doctor refuses to send me for a blood test. She says there's nothing I can do but relax.

I have swollen and sore boobs, a little bit of yellow gooey cm (sorry tmi), I'm tired and I get hot flashes. Sometimes when I eat I get a bit nauseous but not often. I'm trying to stay calm but it's hard. I don't want to go through another loss. I'm always afraid to see blood when I wipe. This is so hard. 😞



 
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Old Feb 19th, 2017, 20:21 PM   2
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Hi hon I know exactly how you feel. So I just thought I'd offer this, enjoy every minute for as long as it lasts. Today your pregnant. Take it day by day. Be as healthy as you can be and just go one day at a time. I get paranoid everytime my back hurts or I feel like I'm not sick enough. Pregnancy after a loss is so hard. hang in there!

Feel free to join the Fall 2017 rainbows. We all know how hard this is, and understand the fear.



 
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Old Feb 21st, 2017, 16:34 PM   3
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Today was a bad day. I barely slept last night and this morning my boobs were not sore anymore. I panicked, thinking it's the beginning of the end. I didn't have nausea since Saturday evening. Thankfully my boobs started to hurt again. It's so hard. No matter how this pregnancy ends, it's my last. It's just too hard on me mentally. 😫



 
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Old Feb 21st, 2017, 17:04 PM   4
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I know what you mean. Everytime I go to the bathroom I expect to see blood when I wipe or when I had AF like cramps. They keep coming and going.. especially at night.

I know I just have to go day by day and hope everything goes well.



 
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Old Feb 21st, 2017, 17:26 PM   5
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It's so very hard being pregnant after losses. you're in the right place here though, there are so many of us who know what you are going through, and we are here for you



 
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Thanks girls, I feel like no one here really understands. Hubby is optimistic since I haven't bled yet. I'm surprised every time there is no blood when I wipe. I haven't had the courage to find a doctor yet. What's the point, they're useless here. First scan is at 16 weeks and they don't usually do betas.



 
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Old Feb 21st, 2017, 21:26 PM   7
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Wow 16 weeks is so far out! Could you pay for a private scan?



 
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Old Feb 22nd, 2017, 03:08 AM   8
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That is horrible! Having to wait 16 weeks...

Don't they have anything for risk pregnancies? Where are you from? I'm so sorry you have to wait so long...



 
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Old Feb 22nd, 2017, 18:20 PM   9
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I'm from Canada. They won't send you in for a private scan unless you're bleeding or they think something is wrong. Doctor said I should have a 80% chance of carrying this baby to term regardless of my previous mcs. I hope he's right.



 
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Old Feb 22nd, 2017, 19:06 PM   10
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I meant a private ultrasound place, I don't know about where you are, but here we have ultrasound practices where you can pay for an ultrasound.



 
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