just needed to vent...

neisbak · Sep 16th, 2011, 18:25 PM

I had a miscarriage last year, and am so happy to be pregnant again FINALLY! But it was so hard to not be able to call my mom when that test showed pregnant! I know that she already knows I'm expecting, and I believe she sent me this baby...

I have been trying for almost an entire year, and two days before my mom past she woke up and told us goodbye, she promised she would try her best to beg whoever she had to, to get my pregnant and would try to get me the twins ive always wanted. The first cycle I had after she passed we got pregnant!!

I know my mom is watching over me and Im still hoping for twins, if anyone could get them for me I know she would.

Its just hard not to be able to talk to her about this everyday, even though Ive only known for 3 days. I just miss my best friend!

wookie130 · Sep 17th, 2011, 07:46 AM

Clearly she's talked to the right "people" up there. And they have given you a gift. Congratulations!!! You can absolutely tell your mom about your baby news...she is always there with you, watching, and listening. She already knows about your new LO. And she's got her arms around your angel baby, and will guide you through your journey as you become a mother yourself.

I know how hard this must be for you...but she's smiling down on you, and is holding your hand. Twins or not, this is your time for that rainbow baby!

shirlls · Sep 18th, 2011, 08:03 AM

Congratulations!! It must be so hard for you, but you have proof she is looking down on you all the time, and will be with you every step of the way.

Sorry to hear about your loss, it is not easy but would have been especially hard for you without your mum.

Wishing you a happy & healthy pregnancy

xxx

Sep 16th, 2011, 18:25 PM	#1
neisbak Mum (Mom) Active BnB Member Join Date: Sep 2011 Location: Florida Posts: 49	just needed to vent... I had a miscarriage last year, and am so happy to be pregnant again FINALLY! But it was so hard to not be able to call my mom when that test showed pregnant! I know that she already knows I'm expecting, and I believe she sent me this baby... I have been trying for almost an entire year, and two days before my mom past she woke up and told us goodbye, she promised she would try her best to beg whoever she had to, to get my pregnant and would try to get me the twins ive always wanted. The first cycle I had after she passed we got pregnant!! I know my mom is watching over me and Im still hoping for twins, if anyone could get them for me I know she would. Its just hard not to be able to talk to her about this everyday, even though Ive only known for 3 days. I just miss my best friend!

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Sep 17th, 2011, 07:46 AM	#2
wookie130 Other BnB Addict Join Date: Jun 2011 Location: Iowa, USA Posts: 7,752	Clearly she's talked to the right "people" up there. And they have given you a gift. Congratulations!!! You can absolutely tell your mom about your baby news...she is always there with you, watching, and listening. She already knows about your new LO. And she's got her arms around your angel baby, and will guide you through your journey as you become a mother yourself. I know how hard this must be for you...but she's smiling down on you, and is holding your hand. Twins or not, this is your time for that rainbow baby!

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Sep 18th, 2011, 08:03 AM	#3
shirlls Mum (Mom) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jul 2011 Posts: 1,105	Congratulations!! It must be so hard for you, but you have proof she is looking down on you all the time, and will be with you every step of the way. Sorry to hear about your loss, it is not easy but would have been especially hard for you without your mum. Wishing you a happy & healthy pregnancy xxx

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