In Christ I am already in therapy but yes I am going to discuss with dh about who we could spk 2 at church.We are really desperate right now and would do anything to make it work.Thanx for the suggestion and the prayers x

Just trying to stay positive that maybe one day I'll be able to support others with their own marital problems x love you all x

hello ladies im back


got so much to tell u all i really dont know where to start, so last thursday i was really ill and having contractions on and off all day, by the evening i was doubled over in agony and was crying because the pain was that bad, my OH rang the hospital and he was told i needed to go strait in to delivery. so we got in the car and drove to the hospital, by the time we got there i cudent even walk because i just felt so awfull and the pain was unbearible

i was put on a moniter and was having contractions every 10 mins they had to give me gas and pethadine to examen me and wen they did it turned out my cervix was still clossed BUT my bp hit the roof i was also peeing blood and had protiene in urine, i was told i had pre eclampsia and wud need a emergency c section the next morning i cried my eyes out because at that time i was only 32+2 and i really didnt want baby coming this early and bein in intensive care, i felt so guilty

anyway over night my sats improved the pains went away and my blood preshure went back to normol
turned out i had a very very bad kidney infection and it was causing problems with my liver. i had to stay in hospital for 6 days and everyday they said they were gonna give me a c section:wacko

on wednesday they scaned the baby and she is doin well she is 4lb 6 but wen they measure my tummy im measuring 3 weeks behinde. i will have another scan at 36 weeks

i have to go hospital every other day now for monitering and bloods, ive got to go birmingham on mon to c liver consultant and then on wed i c my pregnancy consultant and i hav been told a plan will b made

i have been told i will b induced early but just dont know wen yet will hopfully find out and get a date on wed

there is talks of 36 weeks and im really really hoping they do it then so keep ure fingers crossed for me ladies. im really done now and so fed up with feeling ill all the time. ive had the steroids to mature her lungs so im already to go


hope all u lovely ladies r well ive missed u all so much

Future, I am sorry you have been so ill. Praying for you and for the safe delivery of your baby so you can really begin to heal and take care of your body with the medicines you seem to need so desperately! not long to go now, take it easy.

Bree-so sorry to hear you and your husband are still struggling. I have been there with mine. We had some issues with honesty and trust and responsibility all about money and getting things done and his ability to keep his word. We came to blows seriously a little over a year ago and I had my bags packed. My MIL drove up and helped even. God had other plans for us though and here we are today, starting the next huge chapter of our lives TOGETHER with another child on the way. He truly is the God of miracles. We still have our issues and will need to consistently work on things, and we went through a very rough patch for a very long time. We are so much stronger now for it though. You will get through this. My heart goes out to you dear. Love you! Praying!!

thank u runner hope u r well

awwwww princess bree im so sorry to hear ure having a few problems u r in my thoughts and im sending u much love

wow future that must have been really scary. I am so glad baby is able to stay in a little bit longer and I will keep you and baby in my prayers

thank u angela. im just preying i get induced at 36 weeks because i just know my body cant cope for much longer and it sceres me so much

Future your experience does sound scary glad all ok now I am praying for you and baby.

Bree sorry you are having troubles at home, I hope you can both find the strength to get through sometimes the bad moments are there to make us stronger. Praying for you both.

Hope everyone else is doing ok. I am 30 weeks today and getting very excited if a little anxious about the birth!
Love to you all

Bree- before my husband and I got married we worked through a book called 'getting the love you want' with our pastor. It's not necessarily a religious course but it is a book he normally uses in marriage counseling. It helped us a lot even before we got married! If you would be interested in more info, I can get the author for you. In the mean time, praying for you!

Ladies thanks for prayers testimonies and encouragements and suggestions your support has put some tears in my eyes.You are all so full of Christ's love Xx

Melenarz please can you get me the author of that book I will look it up on amazon thanx hun x

Future-wooah there that sounds like quite a full on time you have been having!God knows what is best so I ask that He will make the doctors move according to His wonderful plan for you and baby!One thing is for sure though is your one tough cookie try to take it easy hun and not to worry too much we are all here for you hun xx

Bree I'm so sorry you are going through a hard time. After everything I've been through with my dh my heart is always so sore for anyone in a similar position. Praying for you and please don't give up hope! As hard as things were I clung to a tiny sliver of hope and today I look and know it was worth it. God knows what you need and you just have to keep trusting in Him. You don't have to make any decisions now, just take it one day at a time.

Future what a scary time you had - glad you didn't have to deliver early. Having your baby in the NICU is not an experience I would wish on anyone! I hope you get your induction/c-section soon.

Afm, Amber is doing very well. She slept from 1:30am to 6:30am (I actually had to wake her up!) We took her to the hospital yesterday and her jaundice is coming down and she is gaining weight. All good things to hear!
I've been a little emotional about the idea of my mom leaving and also just with the fact that we are here and our family is at home and missing out. Its been even harder than I thought it would be. I'm hoping once my hormones have settled I won't feel quite as bad as this about it.

All the best to those who are approaching their due dates! I know for me that this time went so quickly and so slowly all at the same time! Just enjoy it all!