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Old Aug 8th, 2013, 03:51 AM   2691
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I love my amazing, precious little Katie Ruth than I ever knew I could love. But, I've been thinking a lot today about my angel baby that we lost a year ago. I wonder what the baby would have looked like and who it would have been. I have a feeling that the baby was a girl, but we don't know. I cannot imagine now having had that baby and not having Katie. And I know my angel baby is with God, watching over its little sister. I had t really thought too much about it until last week when I took Katie to meet my office in Pittsburgh and it hit me that it had been one year since I had been there for training and lost my baby. It's just been tearing at my heart today.... I've been holding my little Katie Ruth a little tighter today....
Thinking of you and praying. It makes you realise how precious our babies our. I have those moments when I hug Poppy that little bit tighter!



 
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Old Aug 8th, 2013, 07:52 AM   2692
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Melen I am praying for God to give you comfort ,I know Exactly how you feel its hard not.to think of what could of been sometimes but we have just got to keep on going knowing that our Angel babies are in place much better place xx



 
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Old Aug 13th, 2013, 23:53 PM   2693
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Hi ladies, if I could ask, please pray for me right now. My heart is not as it should be. It is filled with so much anger and hatred toward my mother in law at the moment, I know it is not a very Christian like heart. I am having a hard time finding any forgiveness toward her.
Long story short, we politely to her she could not take Katie alone somewhere and she sent me an incredibly nasty text. DH called her and explained that she needed to understand that I have not been away from my baby since conception for more than a couple minutes. She basically told him I needed to 'get over it' and that it was t fair she was not getting her granddaughter alone. He told her no its not about her. She left me a voicemail which I feel is very insincere and I do t have any desire to talk to her right now, althought he thinks I should explain how I feel. However, I just am still so upset and so mad that I do not feel I can talk to her civilly at the moment. No one, not even my own mother, has talked to me the way she did in this text and I am finding it extremely hard to find forgiveness toward her right now. She has made it completely obvious to me that she has absolutely no respect toward us as parents and won't tolerate that.



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Old Aug 15th, 2013, 13:26 PM   2694
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melenarz i and sending you love and prayers. I feel sorry for you going through this it clouds the happiness you should feel being a new mum.

I am requesting prayers for a personal matter. I cannot say more than that now but would really like some prayers.

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Old Aug 15th, 2013, 15:26 PM   2695
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Sending prayers sporty!



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Old Aug 17th, 2013, 17:40 PM   2696
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Hey ladies I just checked in i will be praying for you all xx



 
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Old Aug 21st, 2013, 16:05 PM   2697
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So thankful I found this thread...oh and I found out Friday we are expecting our first, edd April 23, 2014 and have been constantly praying for a good pregnancy and that my fear of miscarriage would diminish, fully believing and leaving everything in Gods hands



 
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Old Aug 21st, 2013, 16:21 PM   2698
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So thankful I found this thread...oh and I found out Friday we are expecting our first, edd April 23, 2014 and have been constantly praying for a good pregnancy and that my fear of miscarriage would diminish, fully believing and leaving everything in Gods hands
You're starting it well giving it to God! Prayersfor you!!



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Old Aug 28th, 2013, 14:00 PM   2699
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Hi ladies!! I sure haven't been on here for a while! I hope you al are doing fabulously! Can you believe Jaden is 5 months old already?!?! I can't!! My oldest (Chase) started school this week, so of course I'm a wreck! See pics of both of my guys below:



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Old Aug 29th, 2013, 05:08 AM   2700
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Such handsome little guys, jewel!! I am a wreck with each milestone Katie reaches- she is just over 2 mos now. I hope his first week in school is great!



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