Evening ladies! How r u all?
I'm so tired in my body now sore back and feel sickish.
We r at my partners this weekend which should help as he can look after our son n I can rest.

I feel a bit bad about saying this as I know some of you had a long journey to get pregnant but my son was conceived while on the pill and bump was conceived the only time ever we didn't use protection. This scares me alot and I spoke to OH today that after our daughter is born there can not be more surprises. I'm over the moon to have two, but my body can not go trough another pregnancy and especially not being on my own. I cried when we spoke about it cuz it terrifies me the thought of going trough another pregnancy. (Thank good we get the most precious reward in the end)

This is today's bump pic, I'm 35+1 an I've def lost weight (I've put on but it's all baby and I know in my body I've lost)
But feel so heavy, she's sunk back and down n bump is alot smaller then few weeks ago

Oh man, speaking of being itchy lol My arm was fine yesterday until i had hour left of my shift it started to hurt again and today its mega inchy and there is a lump to. Also is red around that red to . did you put any cream on it to help the itchy-ness. (ps i just realised ive been spelling itching as inchy hahaha what a blondied lol x

Jealous of the free 4d scan lol would love to have got one to but cost to much money for me aswell .

Jen and Miwi im glad you guys are feeling a bit better And your right Miwi there isnt enough talk about the emotional side of things.. and there should be as i think thats the hardest thing to cope with. Jen i hope the chiropracter does some good for your aches and pains hun

ooo miwi you will forget all the troubles .. trust me. lol it wasnt till i got pregnant again i thought oh shit i went through such and such last time hahah what have i got myself in for But its worth it!

Isobel - you deff look smaller hun. I'm glad you get to have some rest this weekend ... I think you really needed it. With my first i fell pregnant the first time i let DH finish inside (sorry tmi) .. this time took 15 months though. Awww hun I hope you can work something out so yuou feel safe about not getting pregnant again.

Cherry - I didnt use anything for my itching to be honest. Try some E45 or some moisturiser hun. The lump is normal i think everyone gets a little red lump to start with.

So far today, I have cleaned the living room, cleaned the kitchen and done the dishes and 2 loads of washing, helped DH clean our bedroom and finished putting babies things away and set up the swinging crib properly. Then i stripped the beds so i can wash the bedding. Then i went into the bathroom and scrubbed it all to within an inch of its life including the floor.. hehe but i stupidly sat crossed legs on the floor and bent over a bit too much... Ethan rammed himself up under my ribs.. OUCH is all i can say about that one lol. Then i cleaned the skirting boards in the hallway and cleaned all the doors and the big chocolate handprint off the wall thats been there for a while as i didnt know i could wash my walls without the paint coming off
Now I am sat doing this and then going to go make Seth some dinner and hunt out my friends birthday card before she gets here. I am just waiting for her to start about when she WANTS to see baby and how she has to be first bla bla bla. But im telling her my section is on the 12th of March so she will know nothing until 8pm on the 5th when i post on facebook that Ethan was born. Im not having her trying to barge into my room. I'm gonna put on FB too that if any1 wants to visit they have to text me first and ask whether i am up for visiting or not or whether someone else is already coming in. Then when i get to come home i will be putting on FB that NOBODY is allowed to come and visit until we say so. We want the first 4 days to ourselves with Seth so he can get used to baby being at home.

sorry that was so long lol was only meant to be a quick update oopsy! xxx

My life you have been busy, iv done eef all lol, I wanted to deep clean the kitchen, all the cupbords inside and out, cooker etc....but today, im just too tired, waiting for oh to come home so i can sleep.

I feel like an idiot for asking but my bump is a lot smaller right now then it has been should I be worried? I started doing the normal spaz and thinking all the TMI wetness I get could be a leak they told me I was clean on all my infections they tested for and they were not worried about anything last visit I can feel Fallon moving mostly at night though like feel her kick even outside. Please tell me im being ridiculous!

It could be that she has moved Hun. My bump is a different shape now than a few weeks ago. Maybe she's moved further towards your back! If you're really worried though Hun id call your DR. Though if you can still feel her kicking I'd say everything is ok

Back in a bit ladies to reply properly! Hope you're all doing good

Wow think I had over 15 pages to catch up on!

Miwi Jen glad you are feeling better

USAF wife - I too have had increased wetness and aching bump and same stage as you roughly. If your worried get checked out

Great bump pics ladies all of you have lovely bumps mine is still dipped in the middle.

Welcome to the new people :-)

Miwi gorgeous nursery

Seth glad consultant went ok snd you got booked in for your section.

Got my first consultant appointment in just over a week.

ooo good luck with your 1st consultant app jellycat although there nothing to worry about.

USAF Fallon has probably just changed position, either gone head down or moved further towards your back resulting in your bump looking smaller hun. I wouldn't worry at all.

hehe Jenny - I did the kitchen cupboards last week, now need to get a tip run sorted for all the junk i pulled out that we dont use or is broken.

Urgh my friend was as bad as i thought she would be! Moaning yet again how she took 2 weeks off, why cant she be my birth parnter, why cant she visit the day he is born, im stupid not letting any1 come round when i get home since she took the two weeks off. I told her point blank if she wants to visit while i am in hospital she has to text and ask first incase a) im not upto visitors or b)some1 else is aready coming in at that time. Or seth is going to be there. Then i told her point blank if she shows up at the flat before i say people can visit then she wont make it past the door. Oh yeah and add on the "im stupid" for not wanting to breast feed in front of her because she has seen my boobs countless times etc. urm.. its a totally different situation. I am so glad im not telling her my proper section date.. i just hope her other half doesn't see us when i go in on the Monday night since he works in the hospital. I can feel a big fall out coming though. If the next time they visit they are the same as they were yesterday i am just going to tell her to stay away for a while until she realises this birth etc is not about her in any way or form. Same as she needs to realise when ethan comes along i will have midwife over every day and then the health visitor on top of taking seth to and from nursery and other doctors appointments like seths 3year injections and ethans 6 week check up. And also the fact that shes not picking him up all the time or feeding him.

Urgh sorry ladies i got out the wrong side of the bed this morning had a banging headache since my friend left yesterday and when i went to the toilet last night i had excrutiating pain in the bottom of my stomach that i had to physically breathe through and couldnt move. Then when i got back into bed and settled i started breathing funny :S So its not been the best of sleeps then Seth decided 6:20am was wake up time! So thats now over a week of constant early wake ups with no sleep in. Since yesterday was my turn to sleep in.. but i had to goto the toilet.. then Seth wanted his breakfast but DH was "too cold" to move off the sofa and make it so i had to go make it.. then i just couldnt get back to sleep. So another 6 days before i get even the chance of a decent sleep I only sleep well when DH isnt in the bed with me and i can spread.

Sorry again... i must have overdid it yesterday and its made me an emotional mess... i even cried last night because i overheated seths bottle at 3am!

Seth I'd be feeling emotional if my friend was acting like that too

I think some family and friends can really barge in with baby stuff, I don't think they mean to be rude, or cause us grief, I think they are just so excited, and want to be so involved, that they don't realise they need to be helping us out with what we need, not with what they want....im not excusing the behaviour in any way, just putting in my opinion from their side hun.

I am keeping the first few visits at the hospital to my mom, dad, brother and his gf, aswell as my other children, I want them to bond with baby as much as possible without inferfearnace from others just wanting to hold the baby, and leaving the other children out. I have quite a sharp tongue, that wont hold back if needs be, so if they push it, then that's their problem.

We want to establish breastfeeding well, bond with family members, recover from a section and enjoy our time, not be hosting for guests...the end lol.


Hubby, brother and the children have all gone off to kick boxing this morning, I wasn't sure if it would be open in this snow (and it's still snowing) but it is.

I get a bit anxious when hubby is away from me now, and im home alone, I think it's mostly to do with the placenta previa. I get scared he is going to get stuck in the snow, il have a bleed and no one can get me to the hospital