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Old Feb 20th, 2013, 04:32 AM   51
wantingagirl
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no one around on this one lol..... had my 20 week scan on monday we are having a girly and everything perfect altho Im suffering lol xx



 
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Old Mar 6th, 2013, 18:50 PM   52
penniepie
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I was wondering if I can join this group! I could used the support!!!



 
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Old Mar 6th, 2013, 19:20 PM   53
penniepie
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Sorry ladies,
Here is my story (finally have a mom minute!)
I'm 30 years old married with the most amazing 16 month old son who is my world...when he was 8 months I got pregnant...during a dating scan it was confirmed the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks and I miscarried. I had a feeling something wasn't right so I never mourned. I was not prepared for another baby then but did eventually get over that and was hopeful, but something always told me it wasn't going to stick. Fast forward....here I am pregnant what I think is 8.5 weeks...and I'm beside myself. From the outside I am 30, married,great jobs, beautiful home and son so what's my problem... On the inside I'm petrified, anxious and scared. My marriage is in shambles and I'm so sick with this pregnancy that I can barley find the energy to play with my son. I'm as sad as I am to say this still devastated . When things looked really bad at home I didn't even think I wanted to have another as it would just complicate things more. Here I am we used protection...I cry every night.

I may sound crazy to u guys but I need somewhere to talk. Everyone else wi judge me saying to get over it I put myself in this position or be thankful I can have kids.

Believe me babies r a blessing and when it's here I will love that baby to the world n back but right now I feel alone and lost

I may even end up single with 2 babies

Thanks for reading everyone



 
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