Well as the title says im absolutly crapping myself about my scan tomorrow!! I hate feeling nervous and ive always known not to get my hopes up and not to look forward to anything to save dissapointment but this is such a huge deal for me i cannot help it. Ive been feeling dizzy all morning and have butterflies in my belly and feel like im going to have to run to the toilet soon lol and all because i need to be told tomorrw that its a boy this time(we have 2 girls). People ie our friends think its funny to joke that "it will be another girl" they know we want a boy and i dont find it funny at all that they keep on saying this everytime we see them, i cant even laugh along with them anymore. i would be the first person they would tell to shut up if i was to do something like this to them. Im so worried and absolutly dreading the scan to be honest but i need to know, i cant wait another 20 weeks feeling like this to find out at the birth. I really dont know what to do to get rid of this feeling or to try and forget about it, its driving me mad! Its constantly on my mind and i cannot stop thinking about how i will try to react if it is another girl. I dont want to seem evil and start crying infront of the woman when she tells me and i have to walk out of the hospital in a state walking past people staring at me wondering what is soo wrong that im crying. Im going by myself (through choice) as i also dont want to have to deal with anyone telling me off or telling me they are sorry or that everything will be ok, i know it will but it will take a while to get used to it. I know he wont, but im also so scared my oh will leave me if its another girl as i know how much this means to him and i dont want to lose him, he has already told me not to be stupid but i cannot help thinking this way. I feel like im going insane! Arrgh i hate pregnancy lol

Aww, I am sorry your are feeling like this. Another baby will be great regardless of gender. I know it's hard not to worry, but there is NOTHING you can do to change the outcome of the gender. There is a 50/50 chance it's a boy and you may have spent all this time worring over nothing. I hope all goes well with your scan and really, really hoping you have a little boy in there! Good luck and try your very best to relax.

aww thanks so much x I know its silly lol but i cant help it. im just going to try and keep myself busy as much as i can to take my mind off it. thanks again x

I know how you feel