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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:20 PM   1
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2 days until due date...misery spiral.


Title says it all...I actually feel depressed. It's my own fault for letting everyone convince me that she'd be here early. Today I went to see the midwife and she wouldn't give me a sweep. I'm not due yet so fair enough but I cried. She sent me to the hospital as baby had to be monitored for high heart rate (3rd week in a row and she's always fine when we get put on the monitors) and I lay on the bed and cried the entire time we were there. I got home, got into bed and cried and then fell asleep. And not is quarter past 8 and all I want to do is sleep. Not because I'm tired because I don't want to listen to my thoughts. My miserable, where is she, why can't she just come out, feeling sorry for myself thoughts. I hate that I'm having them because I'm not even due until Friday!!! Ugh just sick of feeling down. Definitely hit my lowest point today!!!!

Just wanted to moan...sorry to those ladies who are overdue or due before me I know you're probably feeling 10 times worse. Hope we all get our babies soon!



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:22 PM   2
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:23 PM   3
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At least she's actually starting to engage now...like 1/5 but it's better than nothing I suppose...at least she's heading in the right direction x



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:24 PM   4
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I'm sorry you're feeling like this. What do you think you could do to make yourself feel better? Do you have a friend to talk to? Maybe watch a silly TV show/movie? Take a walk? Eat something delicious?

Hang in there, sweetie. I'm sure you're LO will come along soon.



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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:25 PM   5
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yeah your doing well to be there my bubba is still free and i was told earlier by consultant that most women who are on susequent pregnancies babies head doesnt engage till labour iykwim :-/ so you deffo getting there hun :-)



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:27 PM   6
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I just ate a quarter of banoffee cheesecake...it did nothing. Tasted wonderful, but failed to cheer me up. I was going to go to bed but OH is insisting we have cuddles on the sofa and watch TV. He's hoping he can cheer me up as he hates it when I'm sad...bless him.



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:33 PM   7
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aww bless my OH is sat on the sofa watching football i cant seem to reach him lol its like im not even hear i ask him summat he doesnt reply he just sits there talking to himself about the footie lol



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:36 PM   8
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That's what OH is usually like except with playing on his xbox but he's making the effort tonight x



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:39 PM   9
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Thats good then perhaps get him to give you a nice massage relive some tension and perhaps help you relax ready for bed :-)



 
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Old Jul 18th, 2012, 15:40 PM   10
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Awe, I hope you begin to feel better soon! Soon it will all be over and you'll be holding her in your arms and it will be so exciting and then you'll do some random thing that's part of a daily routine (for me it was showering when I got home) and you'll miss your bump like crazy and have a few moments more of bawling lol



 
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