Hello Ladies,
Firstly i want to say a huge thank you to toria for updating everyone for me (you are a little star). (Thank you for your text amy) And thank you to everyone else for their kind words.

I dismissed myself from hospital last night, they wanted to keep me in, but I could not sleep on the maternity ward with all the babies and new mummies around me. And i started feeling ill from being awake for 50 hours.

I have had my steroid injections and been prepared for early labour, but everything will depend on what is found at my emergency scan today.

The kidneys have been identified to have problems, so not only am i looking at an emergency premature c-section but also to a baby with kidney problems.

I have my scan with the specialists in london at 12pm (but they normally keep me waiting for 3 hours )
and then i have to report straight back to my local hospital, where depending on what is found at the scan i will either be asked to stay in hospital or told how long i have before they need to get the baby out.

The baby has already been found to have clubfoot and is head is squashed so that shows how limited the space he is inside me already. So regardless, he may have a better chance on the outside.

WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS AWFUL PREGNANCY xxx

Oh Hun I am so sorry, I hope all goes well with your scan. I am thinking of you hun
Luv Cheryl xxx

Just wanted to say i am thinking of you in your hard times,
Nobody deserves to go through this at all and you have done nothing to deserve this.
I hope all goes well we are all thinking of you xoxox

I hope everything goes ok with your scan. You have been in my thoughts and will continue to be. I hope all is well with you and your little man. Try and get some rest

Hi,

I'm so sorry to hear about all you have been going through. Will keep you in my thoughts today and I really hope that whatever problems your baby has with its kidneys they are minimal and can be easily mended on the outside.

I'm sure you've done nothing to deserve this, and have taken the best possible care of your little one. Lots and lots of luck

I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through. You must be extremely scared for you LO. I'm hoping and praying everything goes well.

Charlotte I'm so sorry that things are hard for you at the moment. I'll be thinking of you and hope you and the little one are ok. Take care.xx

Char I really will be thinking of you today, you don't deserve this at all.. Lots and lots of luck for your scan

Aww, love im so sorry to hear this and my heart goes out to you, you keep strong for the little one my thoughts and prayers are with you both. xx

At least you've made it to 31 weeks. I really hope everything goes ok for you today. I don't know why some women seem lucky enough to have one healthy pregnancy & more importantly a healthy baby after another, and others do not but it seems so unfair!