And I have no twinges, nothing... it has all gone very quiet. All I have is insomnia and a headache!! Grrrrrr!!

Have an appointment with the MW this afternoon but got a phone call a couple of days ago saying everything had been double booked. So having made the appointment for 3 they wanted to change it to 5. Well my mother had taken time off of work, as I dont feel comfy driving this late on and the MW who phoned [not my MW] said there was an appointment suddenly at 3:30 but they might have to call someone up from the ward to do my appointment, most likely a HCA. Now I have nothing against HCA's as I work as one but in working as one I know their limitations etc so if this is the case I might as well check myself over and tick myself off.
Also last time my MW said she would do a sweep etc at this appointment but chances are now this won't happen because either I wont see my MW or I'll see the HCA who can't do a sweep.
I still haven't got my blood results back either after they lost them 3 times!!! The whole MW unit is a shambles and I think I will break down as I feel I have been teetering on the edge for the past couple weeks waiting. The last couple of days I have felt the tell tell signs of depression looming and have actively forced myself into doing things to keep busy.

Just feel that as this is possibly my last appointment prior to delivery they would be a bit more supportive and not try and push me over to anyone who will have a look. Feel a bit let down at the moment.

Really really hoping baby makes an appearance soon!!!!