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Old Aug 1st, 2012, 00:28 AM   1
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So sad :(


Hi all,

Just wanted to post on here this is only the second time I've posted so you'll have to bear with me! I'm still in hospital at the moment should be home today,came in on Saturday because I could feel a small gush every so often but the midwife was convinced it was my bladder so I wasn't overly concerned and thought as this was my third pregnancy she was probably right. Anyway Dr came in and checked and my waters were bulging approx 4cm dilated and I knew at 20+3 this was not good after days of scans and decisions there was no water left around my baby girl so mother nature took over and I gave birth yesterday.

Feel so so sad and empty,Emily was already a part of our lives in so many ways and I just feel there will always be a part of me missing God bless you baby Angel and Mommy loves you more than all the stars xxxxx



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Old Aug 1st, 2012, 01:17 AM   2
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I am so sorry for your loss, Emily is a lovely name sending you hugs and hoping with time your heartbreak will be more bearable she's now an angel and will be watching over you daily xx



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Old Aug 1st, 2012, 02:02 AM   3
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I am So deeply sorry for your loss of Emily

I also gave birth at 20 weeks to my Ava, I had her in my house and we buried her on 3-11-2011. Yes a part of us will always be missing But I pray the days ahead are gentle on you, take one day at a time. I am here if you ever need to talk.. Sending a lot of love and prayers..XOXOXO Andrea



 
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Old Aug 2nd, 2012, 01:13 AM   4
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Thankyou I just feel a rollercoaster of emotions at the moment had to leave her yesterday at the hospital and I hated it just wanted to stay but I have 2 boys at home and have to be here for them. I just feel so blessed to have them they will help me get through just feels like a part of me will always be missing xxx



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Old Aug 2nd, 2012, 02:04 AM   5
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I am so sorry for your loss

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Old Aug 2nd, 2012, 02:18 AM   6
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Old Aug 2nd, 2012, 05:54 AM   7
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Oh Hun I am so sorry to hear that. I gave birth to my sleeping angel on Tuesday when I was 22 weeks. He looked so perfect and at peace. It is hard leaving our child behind and every time I get a moment spare all I do is think of him. He was a part of me that I will never have anymore.



 
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Old Aug 2nd, 2012, 09:35 AM   8
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I am so sorry for your loss. That was the hardest part for me too, leaving my angel at the hospital while I went home empty handed. I pray you get through this time and I understand your pain. It has almost been a month and I still can't bear to come to grasps sometimes. sending you many many hugs...



 
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Old Aug 5th, 2012, 07:10 AM   9
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hi hun i lost my little boy back in may and i also have 2 children at home an yeh it does make it easier in some ways but harder in others cause you find your self engrossing your self in what you feel it best for the kids rather than even trying to think bout what you need x i hated leaving my lo behind but i went back to see him as often as i could but i didn't take my children but i know some people have an suggested that to me so if you feel thats something you think you want to do with them its worth thinking about x but remember you need time for you as well as needing time with your kids x xx i am sorry you have found your way here x



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Old Aug 5th, 2012, 08:02 AM   10
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you know where I am if you want to talk



 
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