We went in last Monday everything had been fine, but he couldn't find a heart beat. Still no reason has been found yet. I delivered her and we are waiting to bring her home now from the funeral home. I'm in the worst pain physically and emotionally of my life... I can't leave the bed and this is the first day husband had to return to work. I feel so dead inside I just want to scream. I keep a blanket we held her in in my arms 24/7 with the bear we placed beside her. Every little thing has me crying. I wan this dream to end it has to be a dream!!!!! She was fine! The nursery was even done.. Clothes hung.. god I'm so empty.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know nothing I say will make any of this easier for you but I just want you to know that everything you are feeling is totally normal and I can't say that time heals all pain but it does get easier, in time you'll find a new sense of normal. I know you're heart is literally breaking but be kind to yourself these upcoming weeks, allow yourself the time to grieve for your baby. Again, I'm so sorry. If you ever need a friend then feel free to call on me. Xxxxx
I am so so so sorry for your loss and wish I could say it's a dream. All I can offer is hugs. Please pm me if you want to talk. I have no experience myself, but I have a big heart that can offer support and love. Xxx
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