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Old Mar 18th, 2012, 18:52 PM   #1
fluffyblue
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Even now it hurts.....


Despite 24 years since I lost jess I still feel empty at times. I have 3 beautiful children aged 18, 11 and one but had 5 miscarriages between my 2nd and third children. You would think I could move on but I seem more drawn here now than ever I don't know why - today's been hard I have cuddled my rainbow Ollie all day long,
I constantly check on him, why have I become paranoid

Jess died at 20 weeks over 24 years ago but it feels like yesterday. I very rarely talk about her - why??? I don't talk about my five tiny angels either but I did today and hubby and I broke down. Do you ever wondered what if?

Thanks for listening just having a moment xxxxx


 
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Old Mar 18th, 2012, 19:18 PM   #2
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~Our angels never really leave us I think~


 
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Old Mar 19th, 2012, 04:18 AM   #3
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I am so very sorry for your loss of Jess. I lost my Ava at 20 weeks over a year ago and you just confirmed with your post what i always felt that it never goes away.It is just our new normal and I guess always will be. Yes, I always wonder about the what if's
XOXOOXXOXOO Thinking of you..Andrea


 
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