Drastic measures time. I've deleted all Gav's numbers and texts out my phone, deleted his emails from my inbox and anything else.
I keep finding myself wanting to message him. If the temptation isn't there then I can't do it. Simple. I have his number written down if anything urgent comes up but i've given it to my brother to keep away from me.
I feel horrible now i've done it, but I needed to do it for me I suppose. I'm not even texting him tomorrow to tell him he's having a son or a daughter. If he wants to know he can make the effort!
Actually do you know what spurred me into action? I was playing on this website earlier where you upload a picture and the site turns it into a magazine cover and there's loads to choose from. I noticed one was for 'Moron' magazine, so I uploaded Gav's picture to it.. got very amused then thought, hang on, he *is* a moron and that was it.
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