I just think i have been letting things get on top of me for a while, and not venting. so had a huge meltdown yesterday, and sent Chloe off to her dad- he wasn't doing anything to help me - and een her like twice over the last 7 months.
he didn't hlpt me at all when I was in hospital for 8 days right before xmas. I'd just been feeling really lonely and depressed.
I had a good chat with my best friend today, then spoke with Ed and asked him nicely to bring Chloe home.
I was horrified to find out he had taken Chloe all the way to cheltenham to stay with his brother - this is the man who threatened to shoot me if i didn't terminate my pregnancy with Chloe.
I feel physically sick knowing he's playing puzzles with her.....
Thank you girls. I have an appointment with my doc tomorrow - i think i need to up my anti depressants and maybe try a counselling
I just got to the point where everything was too much, he was draining me emotionally, i was angry, working lots and just struggling.
its rubbish that it seems i'd be better off not working than working, financially everything is so hard!! but i know i'd only be more depressed if i didn't work, Chloe and work feel like they are the only good bits in my life at the moment.
He's bringing her home tonight - i'll collect her from the train station in a couple of hours - really can't wait to see her lol been a little over 24hr.
I think i need to come back here and start venting and chatting again :-) missed the support here xxx
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