Firstly, so so sorry for your loss.
I know that no words will make the pain any easier but it does bring some comfort knowing that there are people out there who understand how you feel.
I had an early miscarriage at 7weeks last summer and it completely broke me, the baby hadnt been planned but me and OH we're excited about our little surprise. The pain of being told I had miscarried will probably never go away, neither will the memories of sitting in the hospital room with all the pregnant women in the corridor. But I can assure you, with time it does get easier to deal with, I still have down days, like when the due date came but you deal with it, I guess that's cause you have too!
My OH and I then decided after a few months that we would stop being super careful and if it was meant to be I would fall pregnant, and I am now 28weeks pregnant! So it just shows that there is hope. I remember feeling like a failure because I had miscarried but now I just think of it as my little angel was needed elsewhere and is looking out for my baby growing now.
Hope iv not rambled to much, just want you to know your not alone.
Thinking of you
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