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Thank you for your prayers!! Trust me when I say that waiting to take the test is killing me! I don't really rely on the HPTs to tell me that I'm pregnant because last time it didn't tell me until I had a period and was about six weeks along by then, not to mention my mother was always a negative tester, only in blood tests did she ever get a positive. So if they come back negative and AF still hasn't shown her face then I'll go get a blood test. Today I'm still having the light cramping and last night I had several moments of sharp twinges in my ovaries. The cramping I'm having has been happening since ovulation and hasn't let up. I never get cramps with AF until the day after I start. My bbs still feel heavy and only hurt when I push on them, but my nipples are sooo sensitive right now, they've also gotten bigger and are darker and I swear I'm not imagining that. I have super duper pale bbs and my areolas and nipples are very light in color as well, but they have significantly changed within the last week and a half. I wish I could take a picture of all the blue veins I have on my stomach, arms and chest. I always noticed my blue veins due to my light skin, but good gravy they are ten times more visible.
Smells are still bothering me and every time I eat something I feel extremely sick afterwards. My cervix is still high(really hard for me to even reach) and its still soft and wet, but I noticed something different about it. If I reach far enough and push on it gently but harder it feels a bit firm behind the soft squishy part of it. I found that a bit odd. My cm is still milky and kind of runny which is completely out of character for me if AF was coming. I'm still having pregnancy dreams, a lot of which I think has to do with my fear of miscarriage, and then others having to do with getting a BFP. So I guess only time will tell, and if nothing happens then I'll pay a visit to the doctor. Thanks for your support! Its comforting to know that others are going through similar situations!
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