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Old Feb 9th, 2013, 06:50 AM   1
TMonster
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losing my mind


I feel like I am losing my mind.
This cycle has been super strange from the start.
I had breast tenderness a day or two before I ovulated which has NEVER happened to me in my life!
I had the flu early on in my cycle (which is why I don't have temps early on) and I have been starving and nauseous at the same time. I always get cravings and nausea during my cycle but not at the same time. Its just been an insane cycle for me. I assumed my progesterone just spiked higher than normal.

8dpo today and I decided to test. I fully expected to see a BFN but instead I see a tiny faint line and I know my tests, I NEVER see anything I would consider to be a faint line but I know I saw something today. I hysterically break the test apart and hold it up to the light and I definitely see the line. Its faint, its colored, its there and its only 3 minutes after taking the test.

I try taking pics but none of the pics really show it as clearly as I can see it and then I look at the pics and think I am insane. I have half a dozen pics of a pregnancy test where any normal person other than me would see one line and I tilt my laptop screen back and forth and when its back I see it clearer and forward I cant see it at all.

I know I need to calm down and try again tomorrow or in a few days but I feel like I've gone mad.

TTC has caused me to lose my mind.

Here are the pics if anyone wants to try and determine if they see anything.

http://imgur.com/a/7l22P



 
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Old Feb 9th, 2013, 06:59 AM   2
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Hia!

Ugh I know what you mean, I can't explain enough to my other half how much ttc controls emotions and is sometimes all I can think about!

To me, the photos look positive, but I've done the same where I stare at the test and angle it ever way to see if there is a line!

Good luck, let us know if and when you get a stronger result!



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Old Feb 9th, 2013, 07:23 AM   3
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Thanks!
At least I know I am not crazy.
I will test again tomorrow. Its just so frustrating.



 
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Old Feb 9th, 2013, 08:55 AM   4
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I def see a very faint line on a couple of those pics, your not going mad! Good luck for a more obvious BFP in a couple of days x



 
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Old Feb 10th, 2013, 04:19 AM   5
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Okay, took another test this morning, a stronger line but still faint. Also took a FRER and a faint line there too. Initially I thought there was nothing with the FRER but then I took the test apart and looked at it more carefully and there were 2 distinct pink lines, one was just fainter than the other.

I am still so paranoid to call it a BFP its just so surreal.



 
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