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Old Jul 30th, 2011, 23:38 PM   1
KahluaCupcake
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Well, hi. ..........Again.


Everyone here was so awesome and helpful the first time around.

Sadly, I'm going to be joining you ladies again.

I was so excited everything worked and something was finally going right in my life.
Then we were struck with a string of bad luck that I'm not even sure is over yet. Unfortunately, the loss of my little one was right in the middle of all the bad luck.

Anyway......
I'll be TTC.....#1? #2? Second pregnancy, hopefully first take home baby.
We're a bit of a different story. Straight couple, together 3 1/2 years, azoospermatic fiance, using at-home inseminations with a known donor.

First pregnancy was successful with much charting, temping, Clomid, Instead cups, egg whites, and that month I ate sunflower seeds and pineapple and relaxed a bit more. I was actually convinced I hadn't conceived that cycle. Amazing how chilling out even a bit can make such a difference.

I came to know my body so well that I felt ovulation, and felt implantation. It was amazing.

But well....I'm back.
Hopefully not for too too long..



 
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Old Jul 30th, 2011, 23:45 PM   2
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Im sorry for your loss!
On a good note...we welcome you back with open arms!! Its truly such a helpful forum! Wonderful people here!



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 03:25 AM   3
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I'm so sorry about your loss and your tough time.
Sending you lots of hugs!
Welcome back to TTC.... In the nicest way possible... I hope your not here long! x



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 04:47 AM   4
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I am so sorry u lost ur little one hon virtual hugs
But welcome back xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 12:49 PM   5
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Sorry for your loss Welcome back and GL with ttc - hopefully, it will happen very quickly for you again.



 
Old Jul 31st, 2011, 13:32 PM   6
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I am so sorry for your loss. I know the feeling all too well. I hope your stay is short!! Good luck!



 
Old Jul 31st, 2011, 13:44 PM   7
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So sorry to hear about your loss. But know that we are all welcoming you back and hoping that your next bfp will be your sticky bean.



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 15:45 PM   8
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Best of luck to you. Hopefully now you know its possible for you, you will be able to relax and all your bad luck comes to an end xxx



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 18:27 PM   9
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Thank you all.

I know hearing the old "at least you know you can get pregnant" is really upsetting to a lot of women who have miscarried. But it does hold true for me. I wasn't sure if I could get pregnant. I was worried it would never happen for me. I was terrified that not only was he azoospermatic, but that I couldn't conceive either.
However, the question now is if I can carry to term.
It IS reassuring to read and hear about so many women who have had 2, 3, 6 or more miscarriages...that now have a healthy little baby.

I'm scared of getting pregnant though, as much as I want to be. I'm terrified of having another miscarriage. I'm afraid of getting excited when i do fall pregnant again.....I don't want to get attached and then hurt.



 
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Old Jul 31st, 2011, 19:13 PM   10
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Sorry for your loss



 
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