I'm sorry to be all down, but I feel awful tonight. Like this is never going to happen, and I'll never see that
I ovulated today, and we had this morning, but I still can't help but think that it just isn't going to happen. I feel so down, and I think it's taking over my life. I have to go to work tomorrow-I work part-time in a pub-and my workmate has just found out she is pregnant. It is the first time I have worked with her since, and I just know that it will be "Oh, I'm so happy for you!" and "How far gone are you? Are you excited?" all night.
Don't get me wrong, I am so happy for her, but her and her BF weren't trying, and she isn't too happy about it atm. She knows I am always here for her if she needs to talk, but at the same time, all I want to do is scream! She has the one thing I am desparate for in life, and isn't too thrilled about it.
Is is normal to feel so ugggh so soon after deciding to try? I think I'm just over-tired, and I'm starving hungry as well! Laura + Tiredness + Hunger = a VERY bad combination!
But tell me I'm not the only one who thinks it will never happen for them?
I think everyone thinks like that at some time?
I have always deep down thought i bet i cant have children easily, turns out when speaking to friends everyone thinks that!!! Some people even think thye just wont be able to have children at all. Perhaps its a protection thing?
Anyone else on here have a deep down feeling they will have problems and actually have done?
I have never, ever felt like this about anything else before, not even other things I have really wanted. I'm just convinced that our time will never come. Like we are trying to get something way out of our reach!
I guess everyone does feel like this..I think everyone knows that TTC will never be easy, well especially after the first month. All I know is that we have given it a good shot this month. I think I'm even more scared about letting DP down. I know that what we both really want for Christmas is a and being due on the 23rd, it really would be amazing to see those 2 lines!
If it does not happen, MAKE sure you dont let it ruin your xmas. I am TTC over a year now, got another scan for follicle tracking tomorrow
We gotta remember, its WILL happen if and when it is ment to, and one thing, getting stressed and anxious about it cant be good for our chances!! One thing i have to try do is make sure i don't get worked up, about ANYTHING, work, babies anything, as I know it wont help matters. You should try not to too hun no matter how much you want this, it will happen when the time is right
I have always been a big believer in what is meant to happen, will happen. And I guess I should think the same about falling pregnant. So why can't I think rationally?
I know getting stressed doesn't help at all, but I am a worrier and stressy at the best of times. Everyone knows me for my overworrying. I think that's probably what I am doing now, but it's part of my personality, and I just really can't help it!
Awww you seemed so happy earlier!!!! Chin up sweetie, these things take time and when they do im sure itl be perfect for you. Put on a nice smile and make urself a cheese, coleslaw n salad sandwich (hmmmm)
OMG Cheese, Coleslaw and Salad on a sandwich is the most amazing thing ever! I love it. I really want one now, but we have no Coleslaw LOL! I will have to make sure we get some from the supermarket tomorrow
I am still happy, don't get me wrong, but still deep down something is telling me that it really won't happen! I know it's not, but right now I feel like the is about to arrive. I ovulated either yesterday or today, so it is well too early for it to be any sign! Grr!!
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