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Old Jan 1st, 2016, 00:59 AM   41
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Happy new year, ladies! I'm so ready for a fresh start, to put 2015 behind and look forward to what 2016 has in store (hopefully lots of rainbow babies!)



 
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Old Jan 1st, 2016, 13:53 PM   42
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Happy New Years! I firmly believe 2016 will be a great year for all of us!!

*As I typed that last exclamation point, on the tv in the other room came a commercial and they were playing Lois Armstrong

The colors of the rainbow
So pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces
Of people goin' by
I see friends shakin' hands
Sayin', "How do you do?"
They're really sayin'
"I love you"
I hear babies cry, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

I ran into the other room to see why this song was suddenly playing, and it felt like such a good sign for all of us. I ended up bursting into tears when I got to the living room and my sweet H was so confused and kind of laughing that I'm such a sap now. Call me superstitious, but I really feel like this will be our lucky thread



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Old Jan 1st, 2016, 22:19 PM   43
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Ok so while watching tv this evening the same commercial with the song came on. And, seeing it I'm really almost embarrassed I was feeling so sappy earlier. I guess at least being weirdly superstitious and sappy is an improvement over what my mood has been the past couple months.

Now if only it were Tuesday already, so I could test. I'm starting to feel really antsy. I don't really feel any sort of symptoms, but then I didn't at all when I actually was pregnant so I can't take that to mean anything.

I still can't shake this feeling that 2016 is going to be the year all of us get our rainbows. It feels strange to feel so optimistic. It's an unfamiliar feeling. Or, maybe I'm just happy the holidays are over lol



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Old Jan 1st, 2016, 23:12 PM   44
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I think sappy is good Better to be hopeful and excited than worried and depressed. I go through waves but with this new year I'm trying to stay positive and hope for the best.

You're only 4 days away, you can do it! But also don't feel bad if you cave and test early



 
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Old Jan 1st, 2016, 23:42 PM   45
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Thank you for your kind words and encouragement. I'm glad you added that last part because I probably will cave lol



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Old Jan 2nd, 2016, 00:38 AM   46
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Happy new year ladies!! I think this will be a great year.

Uni: nothing wrong with sappy. I get that way too. Good luck on your wait. I know it is hard. I have 9 more days to go but I have no money to spare for tests until next Friday so that will keep me from testing early. But I probably won't wait the 2 days lol. I know myself and will be grabbing a test on Friday morning.



 
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Old Jan 2nd, 2016, 10:54 AM   47
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Thanks Aayla I am glad to be in good company.

Guess what I did first thing this morning when I woke up? If you guess I tested, you would not be wrong lol 7dpo is still too soon. Yesterday I could feign ignorance. Today I have no excuse. But at least I've found a reason to laugh at myself. I have one more frer left which I think I will give myself permission to try tomorrow because it says it might work at 8dpo. Then I'll switch to the digital ones. I don't even really expect to get a BFP this month so I'm not sure why I'm being so silly.

This is something I'm really going to have to get under control next month or I'll run out of money. But it feels good to indulge myself this month... thanks everyone for reassuring me this is a normal response. Before my loss, I had such a laid back attitude I only ever tested one time the day I missed AF and it was a BFP. So I almost wonder if I'm putting myself through this to get myself used to seeing BFNs

I hope everyone had a great morning and has a lovely day



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Old Jan 2nd, 2016, 11:04 AM   48
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Haha oh Uni. If you could, I would suggest trying to save that last FRER until 10dpo. It is possible that it could detect at 8, but a lot more likely at 10

Fortunately for me I've run out of tests so can't keep obsessively using them If AF doesn't show Monday I may sneak out and get more.



 
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Old Jan 2nd, 2016, 11:14 AM   49
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I will try to save it, but I can't make any promises!



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Old Jan 2nd, 2016, 11:16 AM   50
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I tested today too uni. Obviously bfn. Feeling so out

I'm in the miserable and depressed phase.



 
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