Oh Mod - I'm so so sorry for what happened. Sending you so much love and hugs right now. I don't blame you at all for wanting to just put this chapter of your life away. I don't blame you at all. The surgery sounds horrible and I can't believe it attached in the ovary area either. I know it can happen but it's so rare. This sucks. I'm so glad you are alright and were near a hospital when it happened.
Breaking - glad things are progressing for you.
AFM - this IVF cycle has royally sucked. Amongst the death of my grandmother, dealing with an extremely sick dog and having the most incredibly painful shots (one last night my husband must of hit something like a nerve or something - I don't know what it was but it's still so bad today). I'm so glad the process is coming to an end, but it's definitely bitter sweet. We find out results later today, but I'd be so shocked if it's positive. We transferred a cavitating morula on Day 5, which is not ideal. There was a small sliver of hope it could implant but not likely given how our embryos had been processing over the last two rounds. I've tested negative the last two days. There's a small chance the HCG could only show up on a blood test at this point and not a urine test, but again super slim. We have pretty much accepted it's a negative. We are out of funds and pretty much mental ability to go through another attempt for likely the same results. We could probably attempt 10 more times and one might eventually take, but we are not in a position to do that. So pretty much my worst fear has happened that we wouldn't have anything to show for the process. I will be okay with that in time. But I just need some time. I don't regret doing this at all and I knew I would have always wondered "what if" if I didn't. I'm still always going to probably wonder that and wonder if we hadn't skipped time after our ectopic if we could have had a window of time for success. That will never go away. But at least I don't have even more regret to add on top of it.
Anyway, thanks again for the support and Mod I really and truly am sorry. I'm so glad at least one of us will get a baby with Breaking. And I'm so glad, Mod you have what is surely your little miracle girl. We might move onto adoption in the future so might be able to join you, but not for a little while.
Bronte.. I am really sorry and sad to read your update. Take the time you need for you... and I will surely be thinking of you, and Mod as well. I only ever check in now to see how everyone is doing with the occasional update for me, but I feel bad updating in times like these. I will be thinking of all of you....
Positive test this morning :0 Have been on the phone to the dr to get booked in for an early scan. I'll have to wait a week at least though as barely 4 weeks atm. I imagine I would be more anxious if I wasn't wiped out from a family attack of noro this week! :0
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