Hi ladies,

I am on CD 2 of my first AF after my MMC in March and I would really like some buddies who understand how I am feeling...

xxx

Hiya, i know how your feeling i miscarried on the 26th April still awaiting my first period not sure when it will come but we have been trying again so fingers crossed it happens soon xx

Hi well I am probably having a D&C on Wednesday so once its all over and I get the go ahead for BDing I'm back in business. Would love to buddy up with you, seems like we've all had a loss very close to each other.

Thanks ladies - I am sorry for your losses

I think it'll be a lot easier talking to people who have been through the same thing, not sure anyone else would understand the feelings that I'm going through xxx

I am CD 4, I just had a cm on Th It went by really quickly tho, so now we are ready to

How are you ladies feeling about TTC again? I want to because obviously I really want a baby, but I'm so scared of actually getting a positive in case it all goes wrong again xx

Hi Pink80

We've chatted on here before hun, I had medical management for mmc on
27th April. Stopped spotting last week so just waiting to see when my first AF arrives now. We haven't started actively trying and will probably just NTNP this month (did for first time since mc Saturday morning ) For one, I'm not sure if I will know where I am in my cycle at all this month, although I am feeling some ovary twinges past few days

Glad you have your first AF, a good sign your body is back in order and you can start TTC again. I understand your worry though, I too am very keen to get pregnant again but know I will be so nervous when I do x

Hi Nat

I remember talking a few times. Glad your spotting has stopped, hope you have caught already and you dont get another AF

I know it may sound silly, but I think that's one of the hardest things about what's happened - I will never again feel that same excitement about seeing a as it will be clouded by all the other emotions of worry, nerves, scared etc

It's like any enjoyment of that time has been snatched away already xxx

Hi NAT0619,

I miscarried on the 26th April :,( Was taken into hospital on the 15th with crampy pain after a scan they couldnt find anythin in the uterus but saw a 'lump' next to my right ovarie 100% sure it was an etopic i was rushed to theater to have it removed. spend two nights in hospital (on the maternity ward) i was heartbroken go sent hom on the 17th to go back on the 18th for bloods (they wanted to make sure they were going down) anyway to cut a long story short my bloods were doubled and after a scan saw our little miracle in the womb where it should be. Started to bleed heavy from that day onwards was seen twice at Early preg clinc and told everything was fine saw baby on the scan and sent home to rest. On the thursday 21st April had to attend hospital again because of thick muscusy bleeding was told they couldnt find anything on scan i had miscarried...infact i hadnt and theyd missed out baby a 2nd time it was just low down in the uterus. i miscarried by myself at home on the 26th :,( Devastated hurts so much. Was seen at the clinic last Wednesday the 11th May for preg test got the negative test and before i left was asked if id been seen by the doctor that operated on me. i hadnt so a meeting was arranged for the next day. He held his hands up he cause my miscarriage. He was a locom on call and was called in to do my operation he went on what he was told and opened me up he saw my 2 tubes were empty and said he had 2 choices 1. stitch me back up or 2. investigate. so he choose to investigate he saw the small lump on the ovarie and wanted to do a biopsy when he went to take a sample it popped so it was drained and removed but he had to put a probe into my womb and wiggle it about to get to the ovarie. 1. the small lump was a folicle somethin we release every month and comes out with your period but in a pregnant woman the folicle stays until the placenta takes over so with the folicle gone out baby had no chance of survival and secondly the probe inserted into my uterus dislodged the sac with out baby so again baby had no chance of survial.

Trying to get my head around all this but at the same time we are TTC started trying last monday have been every 2nd day since desperate to concieve :,( Not sure when to expect my period and have no idea if i have ovulated.

Sorry about the long message xx

Isla27

I am horrified to read your story and am so sorry Could you have a case here against that doctor?? That is just terrible

I am with you on the ttc again, that is how I need to handle this too, I just want to be pregnant again I felt very well pregnant too, the hormones seemed to suit my body and I have felt a bit low physically since not having the hormone - bit headachy and tired etc. I felt better physically than I ever have when pregnant so I am hoping my body will now be very keen to be pregnant again

x