Yeah I thought about IB (of course ) but it seems too early. I guess time will tell.

Vegas was AWESOME - great weather and really nice to just GET AWAY! We didn't end up going to a show, just ate really well and I logged some good pool time!

Hi everyone,
SO sorry to have disappeared for so long.
UPDATE: Yes, I got my BFP! After all that cramping -could not believe it! DH and I were apart and so I skyped him and showed him the test. We were tearful, happy... was amazing.

Three days later I had agony like I've never known. Was with my parents and my Dad (who is an OBGYN) rushed me to the ER. I had (what they thought was) a ruptured ectopic. They said they would rush me to OR and I would lose my tube. They were going to try to save the ovary.

It ended up being a massive cyst -about the size of a large grapefruit. I lost my right ovary and tube but they left my uterus alone to try keep the very early pregnancy safe. The trauma was too much and I started to miscarry 2 days later.

The recovery was awful. I could hardly move for two days. I am doing much better now and my DH flew out to be with me. We are back home now and I have one more week off work. Already seen my brand new OBGYN who says I need 2 cycles to recover and then we'll try clomid to make me ovulate sooner.

The positive side to things
1) I was bleeding internally. I could have died. I am so thankful my Dad reacted so swiftly.
2) We can conceive! You always wonder if it CAN happen. And we did it-even though we lost the little one so early. I know we can do it now.
3) My family and friends have been fantastic! Came home to a clean house, a freezer full of meals and flowers everywhere!

I've missed you all. I am not using CBFM for two cycles but will certainly keep checking in with you all.

Love, Hopeful

sorry to hear about your troubles, glad they caught this in time for you! And much luck to you for the future

PS: My symptoms were weird in early pregnancy, here they are if anyone is Symptom Spotting...
*Headache
*Cramping (intense) stopped. Nothing for a week. Cramping (light)
*Mouth Ulcers. I am not kidding. Never had them before, haven't had them since I started miscarrying. Apparently it's the hormones.
*Food aversion to any dairy and I LOVE yoghurt
*Skin breakout -unusual for me
*Sore nipples, fuller boobs but not sore boobs

Hope that encourages someone...
It's a matter of time ladies. I am still hopeful. Still have 'lucky left ovary' as DH has started calling it

So sorry to hear of your ordeal Hopeful!

Hopeful!!!

I am so glad you are OK. How traumatic. It's great that you have such a positive outlook on it all, and I couldn't agree more - at least now you know you can do it.

All the and in the world to you and your DH.

Thanks ladies

Spend a lot of time feeling but know that God has a plan for me

Hopefull am so sorry to hear your news. You have a fantastic attitude there. All the best for your next cycle

Wow hopeful - thinking of you! I'm so sorry that you had to go through all of that, it sounds terrifying, so glad that your dad took such quick action thought.

Take it easy (physically and mentally) during this break and give yourself whatever time you need.

Definitely not IB 18m in mooncup in 12 hours, so very heavy

I'm gutted. Don't think I was prepared for af arriving so early now af has arrived feel like I can't go bother docs now either x