I found out what went wrong with my baby, and while it doesn't hurt any less it makes me feel better knowing I could not have prevented her death and it wasn't anything I did. She had Trisomy 18

Awww sweet mama I really hope you aren't blaming yourself. Life is so f%@#%ing cruel sometimes, it's not fair!!!!

@ Laura- Thanks Hun I fell in lovee when I seen it xx

@ Princess - Hello Chicky, Long time, no talk I have been well, work is just excellent, I am really happy with it and I am almost certain my bosses like me I hope we get our Valentines You can't beat that for a present I hope all has been well for you xx

@ HRHol - Thanks! My OH and I both started new jobs on the same day too lol but this time last week, so I can definitely relate to how you may be feeling. Don't worry it will get a little easier as the days pass and you get used to it. I hope you can get to BDing soon

@ DooDah - Yeah it was kind of bitter sweet in a way, it was like sh!t AF is here, but then on the other hand it was like YAY a kind of normal cycle lol I must of O'D on cd 17 like FF predicted but my temps looked like it was cycle day 20 I O'd and I got my first positive OPK on the 17th
Gahhhhhhh FX'd for valentines Babies xxx


I hope everyone is well, and we get to see a in the thread soon
Much Love xxx

Haylee- I had been blaming myself, thinking maybe it was something I'd done wrong, maybe I could have done something to prevent it, but now I know I couldn't have.

@ sweetmama, really hope your holding up hunny. Your totally right you couldnt have done anything to prevent your terrible loss. Whilst this is no consolation I hope it will help you move forward

@ Doodah, the new job is going ok, its not something I wanna do forever but I got made redundant before xmas so at least its a job

Lots of Love
xxxx

I'm going to get an awareness ribbon tattoo for her with her name and her birth/death day on it.

Sweetmama - the tattoo sounds like a wonderful thing to do you must be so strong! I'm sure your lil bubba is sending sticky dust to you!

HRhol - glad it's going okay. In this economy I guess any job is a good thing. We're lucky really

Yep, FX for Valentines babies. Not too long before I OV now! We're holding out until a few days before. Determined only to do it when I get a lot of ewcm as I think I wasted the swimmers last time too early!

Is anyone due to test soon?

Hi Ladies,

How is everyone?

@Doodah, my AF is due 2nd Feb so im gonna try and hold off testing until she is late. Feeling confident this month though. I tracked when I ovulated and did plenty of so fingers crossed

Love to all

xx

HR - stay strong through the tww then chick! You can hold out testing Have you had any symptoms yet??

DooDah - I am trying to stay strong but everything in my life just seems to be falling apart all at the same time.

Hello!
Sorry I havent been around much either! Trying to catch up on all of the posts!
Im so sorry to hear about your loss!
Hope everyone is doing as well as they can be!
My AF showed up earlier than normal, so Im hoping that im getting more regular and that im ovulating?
Not sure what to do this cycle though!
Its so hard to cope!
Sending lots of Baby Dust!
xx