Losing my mind - Page 233

s_love · Jan 20th, 2013, 00:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Coolstar

I just did some research on my cyst n seems IVF is the only way.I am so sad n depressed right now.

Theres nothing they can do... surgery? They are ovarian cysts but why is IVF the only way?

Dude is it awful when that lady wrote she got her BFP that I wanted to reply with "Congrats you greedy bitch." Lol I mean I didnt write that and I never woud but it would make me feel better if I could.

Chris_25 · Jan 20th, 2013, 10:53 AM

Cool- I get ovarian cysts all the time I even had one removed once. I'm sure there is something they can do to remove it.

Love- that's totally insane! I can't even deal!

I just had a meltdown I take all my frustrations out on my mother and I got into a fight with her. I can't take this anymore why the fuck am I being tortured so much? What the fuck did I do so bad in life? Or maybe that's the problem I have to be bad and a damn crackhead

s_love · Jan 20th, 2013, 13:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Chris_25

Cool- I get ovarian cysts all the time I even had one removed once. I'm sure there is something they can do to remove it.

Love- that's totally insane! I can't even deal!

I just had a meltdown I take all my frustrations out on my mother and I got into a fight with her. I can't take this anymore why the fuck am I being tortured so much? What the fuck did I do so bad in life? Or maybe that's the problem I have to be bad and a damn crackhead

Girl I've had that same thought. Like I'm a good person, and I can't get 1 simple thing... Maybe if I start fucking up ill get what I want.

I seriously think I got so mad I made myself sick last night. I feel absolutely awful this morning... Still angry. Also knowing I have to POAS tomorrow and its not my choice is fueling my fire.

Watching the niners and falcons... First off, Zac Brown Band is one of my favorite bands so them doing the national anthem made me happy and second my hubby came walking out if the bathroom while they were singing and he had to snap to attention. It's so hilarious seeing him stand at attention in our house... In his underwear lol.

Chris_25 · Jan 20th, 2013, 14:55 PM

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Originally Posted by s_love

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Originally Posted by Chris_25

Cool- I get ovarian cysts all the time I even had one removed once. I'm sure there is something they can do to remove it.

Love- that's totally insane! I can't even deal!

I just had a meltdown I take all my frustrations out on my mother and I got into a fight with her. I can't take this anymore why the fuck am I being tortured so much? What the fuck did I do so bad in life? Or maybe that's the problem I have to be bad and a damn crackhead

Girl I've had that same thought. Like I'm a good person, and I can't get 1 simple thing... Maybe if I start fucking up ill get what I want.

I seriously think I got so mad I made myself sick last night. I feel absolutely awful this morning... Still angry. Also knowing I have to POAS tomorrow and its not my choice is fueling my fire.

Watching the niners and falcons... First off, Zac Brown Band is one of my favorite bands so them doing the national anthem made me happy and second my hubby came walking out if the bathroom while they were singing and he had to snap to attention. It's so hilarious seeing him stand at attention in our house... In his underwear lol.

Thanks for making me laugh lol that's so funny.

Wait why do u have to test again tomorrow?

s_love · Jan 20th, 2013, 16:13 PM

Doctor wants me to test tomorrow. Except I thought he just wanted me to POAS and call, I registered to his message and he wants me to go in and do a pregnancy test so they can have it on file before he starts my next Clomid round at a higher dosage. So I actually have to go to the lab at the medical center tomorrow...

Conceive81 · Jan 20th, 2013, 17:20 PM

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Originally Posted by s_love

Doctor wants me to test tomorrow. Except I thought he just wanted me to POAS and call, I registered to his message and he wants me to go in and do a pregnancy test so they can have it on file before he starts my next Clomid round at a higher dosage. So I actually have to go to the lab at the medical center tomorrow...

Hmm, I don't see that as a bad thing though. Glad that he wants to follow you closely.

s_love · Jan 20th, 2013, 17:54 PM

But I know AF is around the corner, not sure why I hate to test when she will be here in a couple days. It's like he wants me to get disappointed, even though he made it clear when he called about my progesterone tests results that it wasn't likely I'd get pregnant this month. And it's not like they monitor me closely during my cycle... They just give me the Clomid and I'm on my own until I have to call and ask for more.

Conceive81 · Jan 20th, 2013, 20:55 PM

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Originally Posted by s_love

But I know AF is around the corner, not sure why I hate to test when she will be here in a couple days. It's like he wants me to get disappointed, even though he made it clear when he called about my progesterone tests results that it wasn't likely I'd get pregnant this month. And it's not like they monitor me closely during my cycle... They just give me the Clomid and I'm on my own until I have to call and ask for more.

I hear you, but did he give you a reason? Maybe they need it on file for insurance reasons in order to move you forward to IUI?

Conceive81 · Jan 20th, 2013, 20:58 PM

I had my first injection today. I was all geared up to go with hubby and then as I flipped the needle towards my belly I couldn't do it! I had total anxiety! Hubby did it and I didn't feel a thing. It's so odd to point a needle to yourself. He'll be coming home from work early all week to do it for me. Thank GOD.

aknqtpie · Jan 20th, 2013, 21:57 PM

Conceive - It is hard, but I used to have to give myself shots.. I did it in the thigh though, so that was better...

Love - WHY DID THE NINERS WIN?????? Sooo mad. lol... Stupid Harbowl... Imagining anyone snapping to attention in their skivvys sounds hilarious.

Waiting to O.. hoping I do..

Jan 20th, 2013, 10:53 AM	#2322
Chris_25 Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Jul 2012 Posts: 991	Cool- I get ovarian cysts all the time I even had one removed once. I'm sure there is something they can do to remove it. Love- that's totally insane! I can't even deal! I just had a meltdown I take all my frustrations out on my mother and I got into a fight with her. I can't take this anymore why the fuck am I being tortured so much? What the fuck did I do so bad in life? Or maybe that's the problem I have to be bad and a damn crackhead

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Jan 20th, 2013, 16:13 PM	#2325
s_love Trying to conceive (TTC) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jul 2012 Location: California Posts: 1,121	Doctor wants me to test tomorrow. Except I thought he just wanted me to POAS and call, I registered to his message and he wants me to go in and do a pregnancy test so they can have it on file before he starts my next Clomid round at a higher dosage. So I actually have to go to the lab at the medical center tomorrow...

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Jan 20th, 2013, 17:54 PM	#2327
s_love Trying to conceive (TTC) Chat Happy BnB Member Join Date: Jul 2012 Location: California Posts: 1,121	But I know AF is around the corner, not sure why I hate to test when she will be here in a couple days. It's like he wants me to get disappointed, even though he made it clear when he called about my progesterone tests results that it wasn't likely I'd get pregnant this month. And it's not like they monitor me closely during my cycle... They just give me the Clomid and I'm on my own until I have to call and ask for more.

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Jan 20th, 2013, 20:58 PM	#2329
Conceive81 Trying to conceive (TTC) Active BnB Member Join Date: Dec 2010 Posts: 541	I had my first injection today. I was all geared up to go with hubby and then as I flipped the needle towards my belly I couldn't do it! I had total anxiety! Hubby did it and I didn't feel a thing. It's so odd to point a needle to yourself. He'll be coming home from work early all week to do it for me. Thank GOD.

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Jan 20th, 2013, 21:57 PM	#2330
aknqtpie Other BnB Addict Join Date: Jul 2012 Location: Alaska Posts: 6,275	Conceive - It is hard, but I used to have to give myself shots.. I did it in the thigh though, so that was better... Love - WHY DID THE NINERS WIN?????? Sooo mad. lol... Stupid Harbowl... Imagining anyone snapping to attention in their skivvys sounds hilarious. Waiting to O.. hoping I do..

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