This is our last shot at having a baby in 2013.... If we don't hit the jackpot this month, it means that our baby won't be born until 2014. Not having a baby in 2014 is a problem, I mean we'd be super grateful just to have a baby whenever after trying now for 10 cycles now, but there's something mentally satisfying knowing that we will meet our long awaited baby THIS year..... not next year. Call me crazy, but I desperately want our baby here for this Christmas! Also, it's my birthday in December and if we are lucky enough to conceive this month, the EDD will be 8 December... just a couple of days after my birthday. That would be the BEST birthday present ever.
Ten cycles is hard. I am technically on my first cycle because last month UTI and following a yeast infection, I was out that month. Now this is actually the first and I feel confident that it will happen. Just waiting on O to happen
I was trying to explain to my Mum that I really really really want our baby to be born THIS year, not next year... and bless her, she said that I'm putting too much pressure on myself which is not helping. But mentally, to me, to think that our baby will be born next year and not this year just makes me feel anxious..... because next year feels like FOREVER away. It's a mental thing! LOL.
Argh - we ARE both going to do it this month, come hell or high water!!!!!!!
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