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Old Oct 30th, 2013, 04:03 AM   461
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Oh I can't get a decent pic...think its almost positive so doesn't mean anything. Might just be an lh surge. I'm 14 dpo by the way.



 
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Old Oct 30th, 2013, 08:41 AM   462
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When is af due i hope its not evaps what tests are you using? I took a opk the other day to test the theory and it didnt have a hint of a line lol x



 
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Old Oct 30th, 2013, 11:44 AM   463
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Well took a Wilkos 20 mlu test (only shop I could get to) and it was a bfn. I have one more so I'll use it in the morning but think I'm going to be disappointed.

Was really starting to get my hopes up, have sore boobs (which only started in the last couple of days), lots of cm and some niggly crampy pains.

How's your Mum?



 
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Old Nov 1st, 2013, 05:41 AM   464
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Any news cookie?

Shes doing well shes been moved to the respitory ward which means shes getting better she no longer requires 24 hour one to one care, shes still on oxygen though x



 
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That's really good news Nat, glad she is on the mend.

Period arrived this morning, I new it was immenant because my temp went down again and I just felt like it was on its way.

Decided no more testing early for me, I know from my temps if AF is going to arrive, so if I get to 13/14 dpo and no temp dip then I'll test, otherwise I wont bother. Fed up of wasting money. Hopefully my cycle wont be so long this time, this last one was 43 days long!!!!



 
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Old Nov 1st, 2013, 07:17 AM   466
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Aww no sorry it arrived, 43 days is a long cycle, hopefully this cycle is your cycle.

I want to try take my mam to my scan on tuesday but since my sac was so small on tuesday i am scared something will be wrong and it will stress her out. I have started drinking 2 litres of water and a few cups of tea, i really dont think i was drinking alot until the first scan because i was constantly reducing my drink intake and holding my wee for four hours to test x



 
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Old Nov 12th, 2013, 08:35 AM   467
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Sorry I've not been around, did everything go already with your scan Nat? How is your mum now? Hope all is ok.

Decided to stop trying, will just NTNP I think...whether I'll change my mind I dont know, but at least for this month thats what we're doing.



 
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Old Nov 15th, 2013, 14:11 PM   468
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Sorry its been a while since i have been on.

My mam passed away this morning after falling and breaking her hip and collerbone on sunday, she was on the mend doing good, last night it was discovered she had developed pneumonia for the second time in 3 weeks, they decided she couldn't go back on life support, bearing in mind she was already dead by the time we found any of this out this morning, anyways my gran got a call saying she was really poorly at 7.10am this morning, by the time she got there at 7.30 she had already passed away. Words can not describe what i am feeling atm i know you have experienced this cookie, i really don't think i am going to be able to do this on my own without her, i cant accept i wont see or hear her again :'(



 
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Old Nov 15th, 2013, 15:23 PM   469
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Oh I'm so so sorry Nat, I have been there and I remember feeling like that, I didn't think I'd be able to carry on without her, couldn't imagine life ever being good again but with time things got better. I don't think there is much that I can say that will make you feel better right now but you will get through this I promise. Pm me if you need to talk. Xxx

We just had the 4th anniversary of losing my mum, still hurts but time is the best healer.

The one thing that has stayed with me is the fact that I didn't want my mum in pain anymore and if her staying would have meant she was in pain and suffering then I didn't want that. Didn't want her to suffer anymore.

Your mum is at peace now, she will never truly leave you, because she will live on in you. The more years thAt pass the more like my mum I am, and it gives me comfort.

Truly am so sorry, you will get through this though I promise. Xxx



 
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Old Nov 25th, 2013, 11:46 AM   470
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Thank you cookie, were you trying this cycle?
I'm still finding it really difficult and her funeral is on thursday i am dreading it, i went in to straighten her hair, and pluck her eyebrows, dress her etc she looks beautiful and so peaceful i still cant believe it to be honest its surreal, i have visited her everyday since she got to the chapel on thursday, i feel like thurday is going to kill me because i cant sit with her anymore or hold her hand etc, i dont like the thought of her being burnt i hate it xxx



 
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