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Old Mar 20th, 2014, 22:38 PM   1621
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Girls...the ups and downs of this are just too much. How can I possibly be so fired up one day and the next day I just can't imagine doing this for one more day? I have no idea how to stop getting in these ruts. Tonight I knocked my OPK holder off the windowsill and just said, "Eff it. Just stay there. I don't even care anymore." Then I told myself that maybe I'm just not meant to be a mother. I'm meant to be in bad health and in pain all the time and this is just it for me. And then I cried. And now I'm going to bed. I'm about to enter my fertile window and I just...can't imagine where I'm going to get the heart from to do this again.



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Old Mar 20th, 2014, 23:02 PM   1622
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Girls...the ups and downs of this are just too much. How can I possibly be so fired up one day and the next day I just can't imagine doing this for one more day? I have no idea how to stop getting in these ruts. Tonight I knocked my OPK holder off the windowsill and just said, "Eff it. Just stay there. I don't even care anymore." Then I told myself that maybe I'm just not meant to be a mother. I'm meant to be in bad health and in pain all the time and this is just it for me. And then I cried. And now I'm going to bed. I'm about to enter my fertile window and I just...can't imagine where I'm going to get the heart from to do this again.
I took a break from my fertility monitor one month. Then I screamed at "fertility friend" I think my exact words were "oh friend? You are not my friend!!!" And then I deleted it. Isn't is the worst when you're about to ovulate and you can't even get in the mood for fun sex? You should have a glass of wine and sit in the bathtub with some lavender oil and bubbles. You won't get the chance to do that very often after your baby gets here!!! You will be a mother. A great one too because you are so passionate about having a child. You got cheated last month cause of stones...make this cycle a good one!!



 
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Old Mar 21st, 2014, 04:15 AM   1623
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Dos I know exactly how you feel I did exactly the same when af arrived Tuesday especially after it chose to arrive just after I'd spent the afternoon at soft play with my nieces, resolved to give up because the thought of going through it again was just too exhausting especially with dh moaning everytime he takes his vitamins! But yesterday morning I found myself on the Internet buying my supply of opks preseed softcups and mucinex because we can't give up because we want it too bad and we have no choice.

Thank you ladies for getting me through



 
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Old Mar 21st, 2014, 07:09 AM   1624
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Aww dos big !!!

I finally figured it out from my iPad this morning.. My computer must have been being an ass last night..

I think we are out this month... DH still has a kidney stone still and I think my kidney infection is back, follow up at the dr this am.. And according to ff I should O on Monday... Maybe we can sneak in a bd this weekend if he's feeling better



 
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Old Mar 21st, 2014, 12:03 PM   1625
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So sorry you're having a rough time Dos. I second what everyone else said. And just know we're all here for you.

I see it Miskas! Your temps are a little crazy but if you think your infection is back that could easily explain it. You should still be able to see a pattern I think.

As for me, FF is so weird. Today I put in my temp, which was low, and it took away the crosshairs! What?! But my FF ticker still says 18dpo. So confused. I tried putting in that AF started today (it hasn't but with the low temp I'm hoping) and they came back as solid lines. I guess FF is just as confused as I am. Frustrating.



 
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Old Mar 21st, 2014, 15:22 PM   1626
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Dos, I'm sorry! I know it can be just so upsetting/stressful at times! It'll be even sweeter once you see that BFP!

Miskas, you are jumping around! I agree with Curious, it could be the infection. I would wait and see what next cycle is too before you get concerned.

Hope everyone has great plans for the weekend! I had a great time seeing Elton John in concert! Now apparently my husband has a surprise for me and asked me to pack us a bag for a trip. I have NO idea where I'm going! LOL What a great husband I have!



 
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Old Mar 21st, 2014, 18:09 PM   1627
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Curious and LSD Thanks! thats what i was thinking but i thought maybe i was nuts.

Lsd Have Fun!! such a great hunny



 
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Old Mar 22nd, 2014, 12:31 PM   1628
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How's everyone feeling today? It sounds like it's been a rough week for our little group here.



 
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Old Mar 22nd, 2014, 13:55 PM   1629
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I'm bummed that my body was such a jerk to me this cycle. I think at this point it seems pretty clear that I didn't O CD9 but the temp rise along with the crazy PMS-like symptoms CD21-25 were SO convincing. I'm guessing I'm having another anovulatory cycle. Can I consider myself TTC if I'm not even ovulating?

How are you MrsK? Did you end up getting some good timed BD in? When are you planning to test?

How's everyone else?



 
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Old Mar 22nd, 2014, 14:19 PM   1630
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I'm doing ok. Trying to not get my hopes up and symptom spot this month. The lack of any real symptoms helps with that

We managed to BD every other night for the week leading up to O, so I guess we're in pretty good shape. Better than last month. I'm probably going to start dipping into my stash of Wondfos on Wednesday.



 
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