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Old Jun 8th, 2017, 17:46 PM   11
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Sorry that's so frustrating! I thought everything was looking good this month but now I've started spotting the last 2 days and it's 5 days before my expected period... not sure what's going on!



 
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Old Jun 9th, 2017, 10:27 AM   12
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Amber spotting can be good or bad! I spotted when pregnant with ds but have also spotted on cycles with a bfn

Still a negative opk but cm is showing signs of turning to ewcm but we'll see. Really hope I O soon as dh is away working from Monday until Friday next week, I really don't want to miss it. Arghhhh!!



 
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Old Jun 9th, 2017, 15:00 PM   13
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CM is a good sign, hope you O soon! It's looking like AF just came to visit early this cycle :/



 
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Old Jun 9th, 2017, 20:26 PM   14
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Oh no Amber, I'm really sorry. Early af is SO not fair what cd are you? No chance it's implantion bleeding?



 
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Old Jun 9th, 2017, 22:29 PM   15
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I'm on CD 27 now, my cycles are usually 30-32 days. Seems like it's AF but guess I don't know for sure. Will probably take a test in a few days to make sure



 
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Old Jun 10th, 2017, 19:36 PM   16
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Probably a good plan.

Well I'm feeling rubbish about this cycle, no positive opk but darker this morning (now I've run out) no decent ewcm, in fact I was pretty dry last night and got upset about it.

Had some right sided cramps thus am but basically with the bad cm situation I feel like there's no chance



 
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Old Jun 10th, 2017, 20:37 PM   17
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It is not easy Mama. I am so sorry you are going through this. Almost 5 years for my first, and 16 months for my second. I wouldn't wish that struggle on anyone. I will be stalking, lots and lots of to you hun.

I broke down a lot but in the times that I could manage I would do things to try and distract myself.



 
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Old Jun 11th, 2017, 14:42 PM   18
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Thank you kiwiberry 😊 It really is such a struggle, and getting harder to pick myself up after each disappointment. How is your ttc #3 journey going? I'm finding that as I already have my ds that somehow the struggle for #2 isn't really taken seriously by anyone unless they've been there.



 
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Old Jun 11th, 2017, 15:20 PM   19
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It's the sad truth. Most family won't care at all. Some think that just because you have one baby already you shouldn't be depressed if it takes awhile the second time around. The only people who really believe that are people who have never experienced what it's like to LTTTC. It's just as hard if not harder the second or third time around to deal with. This time trying to conceive I'm taking a relaxed approach and trying not to think about it too much. After losing my s*** the first and second time around I don't really want to go through that emotional roller coaster again. I'm trying my best to keep it at Bay. I've already had a chemical two months ago. That ended up bothering me more than I thought it would. We have been trying since around December.

I wish I would have had this forum when I was trying to conceive my first. Sadly I only found out about it after I fell pregnant.



 
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Old Jun 20th, 2017, 09:22 AM   20
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How's everyone doing?
So I'm going back to the U.K. to visit family in about a week, and feeling very down about it. I was absolutely sure we would have news to share with them, and yet here we are with nothing. It's really hitting hard today that this time last year we were ntnp and ttc properly the next month. And I have to see my sister who is pregnant without ever trying. I want to cry today.



 
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