Hi Everyone

Dare2dream- Sorry got you, she got me also, i guess were on the same cycle this Month, I hope we get our soon xx

OzziesHun- My Dr told me she doesnt want to see me till 15 Months of trying she said she likes to wait for nature to play its role, and she normally asks others to come back after 18months i have timed my ovulations correctly till its humanly not possible anymore, I have done everything I can yet here I am moving on to the 14th Month, I thought that evey healthy couple fall pregnant within the 1st year, I guess not

Im really looking forward for Dec at least its a step into the right direction, I have got to the point now where with every Month a piece of me fades away, I have never been this exhausted, I want this so so much, its all I talk think and dream about. ALL my friends have babies or are pregnant, I just hope and pray theres nothing medically wrong?? All my tests have come back and DR says keep trying it will happen.. Its been 1 year and 2months now, i have had over 13 visits from since I have been trying..

Sorry Ladies Rant over! im feel very very lonely and down today, DH and I got in a row, he called me Crazy! which is getting to me now, as I just want to be a Mom, i have soooooooo much love to give and it will really complete me....

Again sorry for sounding like 'morbid Mary' once my period finishes i should be back on track and ready for this cycle!

Take care everyone love and hugs and loads of LUCK

That's mental! I mean, to be honest, we thought we were going to have to get the testing and everything and my husband smokes and drinks so not healthy Your doctor should be helping you and if she's not, you need to find another doctor that will!

@ jennifer - hello!

Beth- thanks love. It's rough but thanks to dh won't be giving up. He's very serious about all of this- which is great because i would've given up.

Nayla- sorry to u as well, it sucks. But glad to have someone on the same cycle as me! And maybe we can get that bfp together! And your doctor sucks. When we decide to go, we're going to say we were really ntnp for like a year and a half, we've only been seriously trying sine June, so pretty much like 2 years and no baby- so i think that'll help us a bit. Because you know, ntnp counts as trying because most people get knocked up from that. Make sure you tell her if you weren't preventing for a long time to get you more months!

Ok this is it -this WILL be the month PMA a plenty - this is the first month since the lap & dye and month 21 TTC
going all out this month but just can't decide wether or not to go with the OPK as ditched them awhile ago due to being too stressful and going for the every other day - still not sure? What do you lovely ladies think?
Also don't know if to do the B6 luteal phase thing?
Am going to try for sure to relax more and go with the flow - which is why i wanted to ditch the OPKs but the thought of being able to know when O is
Anyway bring on the PMA and lots of

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My period is one day late Testing tomorrow.

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CD 5, AF is gone.

Tomorrow we start BDing - I'm praying we catch the egg, this is the month, PMA is high!!

awww I know how you feel. I hope you are OK.

Crap count me out. I'm wiping brown stuff